@ellaellaeh

ohai there, it runs in the family.

2010-01-16T21:22:00.002+08:00

we was using the smile detector shizz, and he wouldn't smile. what else could i do? :P

ohai. rawr.

this was basically today. me and my brother, Ben goofing like fools.

***

today was, basically, a pretty good day. :)

i got to see Niks (and Jasmine xD) and we got to hanggggggg. i missed Baby.

E: i never see any bulge in any guys pants. it makes me think every single guy i know has got teeny packages.
R: [immediately] no, no you haven't seen mi-... nevermind.

***

E: J hit me.
N: why?
E: i groped her boobies.

***
Iza puts her arm around my shoulder.
Iza cups my left boob.
Ells: AUMG, BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOBAGE.

***

i'm sorry these aren't actually BLOG posts. more l ike picture galleries. -.-
but i promise it'll get better!

goodnight, my non-existent readers. :)

2010-01-15T23:41:00.003+08:00

yes, my cbox disintegrated.

i realized there were too many people hatin' and i didn't need that on my already deteriorating self esteem, thanks.

2010-01-15T23:11:00.003+08:00

i've been following this really great person on tumblr @ ntima.tumblr.com and she has an amazing 365. (www.flickr.com/ntimajoy - > aime, take a look!)

what's a 365? it's basically one picture each day. maybe just because you want to show the world the amazing photos you take one each day, or maybe it's for a deeper meaning like Ntima (her name's pronounced nah-ti-ma). She takes one picture each day so that she can look back at them and see how much she's changed.

i think i'm gonna start doing that. i mean, i'm gonna start blogging just one picture each day that basically sums up my entire day. they won't be amazing like Ntimas, but they'll tell you how my day went. a picture speaks a thousand words, right?

of course i've only decided on this idea about 5 minutes ago, and it's 11.17pm so i hadn't really anytime to take any pictures. so here's just one taken literally a minute ago of how i felt the whole day. :)

(insert expression here)

this is basically how i feel most days. but mostly i was pretty happy today. :)

i'll take better pictures, i promise.

goodnight.

13th January 2010

2010-01-13T00:14:00.003+08:00

i know, i know. i haven't been on in literally forever.
when was my last post again? oh, right. May of last year.

anyway, so many many things have changed!

oh, how rude of me. i've forgotten to greet my (non-existent, surely) readers a belated happy new year! well, here you go then!

it's 2010, and i'm basically a senior. it's my last year in high school. isn't it funny how we used to look up to our Form5s and this year, we ARE the Form5s? but honestly, and i think i speak for quite a few number of us here, we do not feel like seniors. just the opposite, in fact. we're still as childish as ever. and i believe that each and every one of us would be extremely surprised if we found out that we had a junior who admired us.

it's just plain odd.

anyway, so this blog link is open once again! yay, i think. haha!

but let me be clear on this right now,
there is no guarantee of how much i'll post here.
i've been so accustomed to the simple reblogs of tumblr already. maybe when i need to rant something super duper long and meaningless? haha, idk.

anyway, i'm exhausted. the settings has been updated, blog layout updated. i. am. exhausted.

i'm off to bed, my still non existent readers!

goodmorning!

P.S. was it just me or was this post extremely pointless and random?

lazybum

2009-07-28T20:23:00.001+08:00

the laziest bloggers move over to Tumblr now,
and seeing as i am one of those lazy bums
i have gone onto Tumblr.

rockstar6.tumblr.com

relink me and errything. <3

good night, readers.

SYAHIRAH :)

2009-07-17T12:59:00.003+08:00

IS THE DEFINITION OF AWESOME-EST :)

You betchaaaaaaaaaa.

10 Reasons why she's the awesomest:
1. She's short too, but taller!
2. She has the same nose as me, but smaller!
3. She's crazy like me.
4. She has awesome underwearrr really, im not even kidding. It's like girl's boxers and it's colorful and arghh!
5. She's always there for me whenever I need her.
6. She's one of the FUN-EST person to be around!
7, 8, 9 there's more but mostly, SHE PUTS RAINBOW IN MY WORLD :)

she's like the boost pedal in my imaginary sportscar.

2009-07-16T15:34:00.002+08:00

i dont know if that really made much sense. xD
what i'm trying to say is that.. Aime Veniece is like my boost pedal in a super sports car.
it makes me go fast and crazy whenever i make any contact with it! hahaha.

i havent mentioned that i was the car. :)

E: :warily: A, dont touch me.
:A hits me.
E: you did that deliberately to cause me pain!
:A laughs.

-

E tickles A.
A: :in between giggles: STOP TOUCHING ME
E: at least whenever i make contact with you i bring you joy and laughter. but whenever YOU make contact with me, you bring me excruciating pain!
A laughs.

-

A: i want a sunflower. but its okay, you can buy me a big painting!
E: ILL PAINT ONE FOR YOU. :D
A: you? paint? :looks hopelessly sad: nevermind.

-

E: my armpits are itchy.
A: DONT MAKE ME SCRATCH IT.
E: why on EARTH would i ask you to scratch my armpits?!
A: i dont know! cause you're weird!
E: you're weirder.
A: yeah that makes me awesome.
E: no, im awesome!
A: no, i'm awesome cause i'm glorious!

-

:Syar laughs.
A & E: what?
Syar: when you said the word awesome, it reminded me of me. :P

-

A & Syar argues.
E: stop it! this argument is pointless!
A: this argument is very POINTY.

-

:E sits down.
Arif: dont tell me you're having a bad day too.
A: why Maggi? WHY?

-

A: i might be having my period soon.
E: idk when im having mine. it comes and goes. its like a surprise party. in the morning its like.. SURPRISE!!

-

E: my period is like ______. he comes and goes. he doesnt talk to me for like 3 months straight and then suddenly one day out of nowhere he pops out with a lot of red hot love.
A: haha. you just compared _______ to your period. :P

-

:A draws a cupid.
A: haha. your cupid is retarded! thats why whenever he gets you a guy, he always aims badly and hits the wrong guy! thats why you keep getting the wrong guys.

-

T. Victoriah: i want you to all to be good students, thats all i ever say.
A: no, you ALWAYS say a lot more than that.

(only SGSians whose been taught by Victoriah will get this. :p)

-

A: you know, E. you don't have the slightest genes of normality. AT ALL. NOTHING, NADA, ZILCH, ZERO.

-

:E leaves.
:E comes back.
A: you know, whenever you're not around, i feel normal. o.o

***

we're crazy. :)

YESTERDAY, AIME, WHO DOESNT LIKE TO SHOW EMOTION, TOLD ME SHE LOVED ME. :)

HURRAH.

good day.

oldies.

2009-07-14T17:01:00.002+08:00

Rose: I love you, Jack.
Jack: Don't you do that, don't say your good-byes.
Rose: I'm so cold.
Jack: Listen, Rose. You're gonna get out of here, you're gonna go on and make lots of babies, and you're gonna watch them grow. You're gonna die an old... an old lady warm in her bed, but not here, not this night. Not like this, do you understand me?
Rose: I can't feel my body.
Jack: Winning that ticket, Rose, was the best thing that ever happened to me... it brought me to you. And I'm thankful for that, Rose. I'm thankful. You must do me this honor, Rose. Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless. Promise me now, Rose, and never let go of that promise.
Rose: I promise.
Jack: Never let go.
Rose: I'll never let go. I'll never let go, Jack.

i just watched Titanic. i was reduced to a sobbing heap on my bed.

i love old movies. (L)

the crazy threesome.

2009-07-14T16:49:00.002+08:00

as promised, Ella-Aims-Syar moments.

there arent much because i believe that it is literally impossible to record every single laughs we've ever had in writing. :)

S: Ells, you're the twinkle star. Aime is the bright sunshine, and i'm the colourful ranbow.
A: but stars already twinkle, sunshine is already bright and rainbows are already colourful. why do you have to make your life so miserable?

***
A: i wanna tell you about the Naked Chef!
S:...did you just say you wanted to tell me about a Naked Syah? o.o
E: HAHAHAHAH.

***

A: what is it with firm butts, kan?
S: firm butts are flat.
A: and they say its more pleasurable to slap!
S: yeah, cause kan. it doesnt jiggle.
E: but mine jiggles like crazay.
A: YEAH, LIKE CRAZY VIBRATIONS.
E: EARRRRTHHHHHHHHHQUAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKEEEEEEEE.
S: :dies laughing.

***

A: my parents told me something yesterday.
E: did t hey tell you that you were meant to be a guy?
A: yeah, i think i'm meant to be a guy.
E: no, A. guys dont have ginormously huge boobs like you do.
A: thats what they keep telling me!

***
Steven: i'm hungry eh.
A: S! can we bring cheesecake to your house on Friday?
S: as long as you pay.
E: WHY CHEESECAKE. I WANT CHOCOLATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTE.
A: WHY?! Syah, you must have food in your house!
S: yeah! my mom makes the best spaghetti in the world.
Steven: Fuck you all la, SHADDAP. you guys are making me starve. -.-
A: :laughs. WHAT ABOUT LASAGNA?
:Steven jumps out of his seat in exasperation.

***
i'm going to Syar's place on Friday with Aime! HURRAH. SPAGHETTTTTTTTTTIIII.

good day!

Aime-Ella moments rule my world.

2009-07-13T13:29:00.002+08:00

E: A, can i keep my stuff at your drawer? mine's already full eh.
A: noooo.
E: -.- why not?!
A: its full. :)
E: of what? empty space? =.=

***

A: im gonna be your wedding photographer! :D
E: YAY. that means you know who my husband will be alraedy. SPILL.
A: your husband? he's the guy whose with the wrong girl right now.

***
A: i dont believe in destiny, but i believe in true love.
E: do you believe that true love is once in a lifetime?
A: yeah. cause you can fall in love a billion times, but there will always be that one person.
E: but what if you werent meant to be with your true love?
A: thats a sad 'true love'. but that doesnt mean its NOT true love.

***
A: if the world really would end in 2012, i'd do everything i ever wanted to do not giving a care in the world.
E: if the world did end in 2012, i'd only be 18. so i'd fall in love. and then lose my virginity. im not dying a virgin. its mussed up.

***
A: have you ever had a feeling of going up to a stranger and kissing him?
E: that would be totally awesome.
A: yeah! and like. if they say 'what the hell do you think you're doing?!' i would say 'i'm living my life to the fullest. what are you doing?'

***
A: if there was anyone who you would kiss right now from our school, WHO ISNT SOME CELEBRITY GUY, who would it be?
E: ...uh? Joel?
A: you're gonna need a ladder though.
E: i'd do it while he was sitting down. i'd pretend to trip and fall on him.
A: but he's still taller when he's sitting down. you'd end up having a make out session with his chest.

***
E: you know what, nipples are totally wasted on guys. i mean, its totally unnecessary on them. what on earth do they need it for?!
A: no, its alright E. cause when you're brushing your hands against his chest, his nipples would ticke your palm.

***
E: if i was one of those emoticons who would i be? -points at A's drawing of emoticons.
A: lets see... this one! -points at a dot in the paper.

***
A: we should buy a book for Aime-Ella moments.
E: totally.
A: yeah, we should totally buy a book. YOU SHOULD TOTALLY BUY US A BOOK. :D

***
E: A, can you bring that book home for me and return it tomorrow. im overloaded.
A: E, YOU'RE the assistant. you're the one who is supposed to suffer!

***
A: look, its Joel's mom!
-5 minutes later-
A: look, its Joel's brother!
-5 minutes later-
A: look E, its Joel's dad!
-A stares out the window-
E: A, who do you expect to pop up next? his great great grandmother?

***
E: A, i need a new mancandy to crush on.
A: you wanna go Guy Hunting? :D :D :D

***
E: what if we're really old, and then we meet at the supermarket.
A: why the supermarket? thats so cheesy movie style. we can meet under the snow. im gonna be making snow angels. and then you're gonna be like 'A, is that you? OMG.'
E: A, thats so cheesy movie style. -.-

***
A: when we meet at the future what do you think our reactions gonna be?
E: im gonna be like. "OMG, A. YOU'RE SO BIG NOW. :D"
A: =.= im gonna be like "YOU'RE STILL SO SMALL, E."

***
A: lets make an IMDB page for us!
E: haha, YES. that would be so awesome!
A: and the stars would be A & E. and other characters would be Niks, Joel, bla bla bla.
E: YAY!
A: and we could have pictures. and a storyline. AND A SOUNDTRACK. AND QUOOOTTTEEEESSSSSSSSSSSS. AND THEN A PRODUCER IS GONNA MAKE A MOVIE OF OUR LIVES. AND WE'LL ALL BE BILLIONAIRESSES. :D

***

Mommy, Daddy? this is what i do in school. :)
don't look at me like that. its not my fault my best friend is my seat mate. xD

good day, readers.

lets hope this post broke my hiatus. :D

P.S. i think the next one is gonna be about Aime-Ella-Syar moments.
there are a billion already left unmentioned. -.- WE'RE THE HAPPY THREESOME. :)

hiatus.

2009-07-10T23:13:00.001+08:00

i declare a hiatus.
for no apparent reason, except..
maybe because i have no urge to blog at all.

so, good night, readers. :)

29th June.

2009-06-30T19:21:00.001+08:00

my clock reads 11.53pm, and i'm on the PC.

what use is that gonna be, Mommy sucked the life out of the Netkad.. ohwell.

i'm not upto sleeping. its my first night back from camp,
and if i was still in camp me and the girls would only be heading back to the Lee's place for sleep time at this minute.

oh, and like. i slept at 3.30 am yesterday. (well, the boys apparently slept at 6am.)

so, i really don't have the urge to sleep. maybe in 2 or 3 hours. besides, Kimmy sent me a confirmation that school holidays have been extended anyway. for like. a week. so, wee.

***

so, besides like a billion pictures that sadly i do not have the connection to post up, what really happened in YF camp?

well, 7 girls were cramped into Nadia's bedroom. One matress had Weng Jin, Weng Ee and Nadia on it. another mattress had Ate Maan/Marla, Me and Ashiken, a single sized mattress had Jo Yee, and the small couch had Zyhra on it. twas fun. :)

also
we had fun and games,
we listened to Ong Chee Hong preach and he's pretty darn good too,
we praised and worshipped,
we cried during Sem Shop,
I made a new Gal Pal; Lena. but you guys would know him only as Lenard. :)
we pigged out on awesome food (including 3 packets each of Nasi Lemak from Alyssa's place at like 1 in the morning with the girlies),
we laughed like crazy (thanks to Nichola and Hannah),
we sang songs with either Chee Hong, Ate Marla, Nadia or Karis on guitar,
we (well, just me) got attacked by David with a bucket of water (apparently, it was cause i was wearing my Man U jersey that day)
we girlies sang at the top of our lungs at 12 in the morning in Nichola's car when my iPod started belting out Simple Plan songs and Nadia loved it.
we girlies also told the lamest jokes in the entire universe.
we girlies also told the lamest most disturbing pickup lines we know.
Alyssa told that super lame, yet super funny joke about the Hot Chick. lol.
Weng Jin and Jeremy glared at each other.
Joshua and Me glared at each other. constantly.
we laughed like crazay while practising for the Skit. Thanks Nichola and Hannah. xDD
we (i did the most) cringed when the YF powerpoint came up with embarassing pictures of us. Thanks Uncle Chai. (and yes, a frame by frame picture showed up of when David attacked me with a bucket of water. cringe.)
we borrowed Nadia's clothes because her clothes were so darned cool. :D
we (me and Elaine) decided we were twins.
i had my cereal with 5 spoons of sugar for two days. and had several packets of Milo powder. i was jumping off the walls.
we got creeped out by the stupid silver moon ghost thing. yoikes.
we laughed when Nichola told us that her cars name was Poopie.
we got lost in a place as small as Brunei (yes, its possible. only with Nichola though. :P)
and we were sad when it was over.

all in the name of God. we thought God brought us together to fellowship, but we got more than we bargained for. we learnt through this camp spiritually, physically, mentally and God made it personal. he let us know that yes, he does care about each and every single one of us. he assured us.

***
Karis: a chicken was at a road, how did he get across?
-after a few minutes-
Alyssa: OH, I KNOW, I KNOW! he pulled his feathers up and struck his legs out in a sexy pose so that a car would stop for him!...
Alyssa: AND THEN THE GUYS IN THE CAR WOULD SAY "LOOK! ITS A HOT CHICK!".

-

Ella: i'll see you tomorrow la.
Joshua: i'm not coming tomorrow.
Ella: why not?
Joshua: cause i don't like your face.
Jo Yee: so rude la, you Joshua. how are you ever going to get a girlfriend with THAT attitude?! what if your girlfriend looked like Ella!
Joshua and Ella has that incredulous face on.
Everyone's laughing their butt off.

-

Chee Hong: lets get a handsome, young man to read this verse. lets see.
-looks through the congregation-
Chee Hong: 'and the Lord said...'
Everyone: OIIIIIIIIIIIIII. xDD

-

Chee Hong: what did we know about him?
Someone: he was a ruler.
David: then who was the eraser?

-

Nichola: you know what was the lamest joke i've ever heard EVERR? Nadia spent like half an hour laughing about it! i was like...
Nadia starts laughing.
Nichola: it goes like this. there is two buns in an oven. one little one and one big one. the little one said to the big one 'man, its hot in here.'. you know what the big one said? the big one said 'wow, the little bun can talk!'. SO LAME, I TELL YOU.

-
-about Hannah's contagious and incessant giggling xD-
Uncle Chai: bah, you know for your skit kan? you know in movies theres a lion roaring in the beginning. for you, you make hannah stand there with a lions head saying 'hee hee hee hee hee hee hee'.

-
Timmy and Joel are blindfolded. They are supposed to start hitting anything that they think is coming near them. They start hitting each other.
Timmy whacks little Joel in the head.
Nichola: Joel, are you okay?
Joel: -looks around with a blindfold on and grins- Yes! (kiddy way)

-
Ella: i'm your friend right, Ate?
Ate Marla: yeah, Ells. you are. :)
Joshua (background): YOU'RE NOT MY FRIEND ELLA.
Ella: grr.
the next morning.
Joshua: hi, Ella.
Ella: i'm your friend now? :D
Joshua: no. i never said you were my friend. i was just welcoming you.
Ella: if i wasn't your friend, you wouldnt bother to welcome me.
Joshua: whatever, you not-Joshua's-friend.

-
(skit)
Vanessa: what about your th ird husband? why'd you divorce him?
Nichola: please la, you just look at him. no emotion at all. he never even tell me he love me. i can't even tell if he's happy or sad or angry. of course i'd divorce him!
-Joshua Wong walks out.-
Crowd laughs.

-
(practise skit)
Ella: w hy'd you divorce your second husband?
Nichola: he's always so busy with his bussiness-bussiness. always calling calling his bussiness partner. never even call ME to tell me he love me. hmph!

***

the nostalgia has kicked in. im sad that i'm not gonna see my Form5ers for another week. i'm sad i wont see the Rudi, the Jimy, the Syar, the Aive till next week. I SAD I WON'T BE THERE WHEN ITS RUDI'S BIRTHDAY ON TUESDAY. i miss everyone. Goodness, i even miss Joshua Wong glaring at me like crazy, and me returning the favour which would be returned with sarcastic little remarks.

i'm not sleepy.

goodnight. or morning, world.

refer to Facebook for pictures. :)

i typed this up before. its just copy pasted.

sad.

2009-06-24T23:26:00.001+08:00

the reason why i wished today was not the last day of VBS.

***
youth camp tomorrow. which means ella wont be sleeping for three nights. ish.

what are yous till doing up, ells? -.-

good morning.

day 1.

2009-06-22T21:05:00.002+08:00

hullo, first day of VBS.

so, i'm hurt all over my body and exhausted and that weird Obey song is in my head but VBS was pretty darned awesome. and i'd do it all over again. which i am. tomorrow. at 7.15 am sharp. um.

anyway, i'm a helper in the green team and the greens are the most quiet kids i've ever met.
Charissa's in my group though, thank heavens.

Joshua Wong, the quiet, painfully sarcastic guy with the deepest voice i've ever heard on a dude, is my partner in Green. he's pretty funny, in a weird way. xDD

i'm in charge of workout sessions with Jeremy and Nadia. Jeremy's sort of our leader guy, and me and Nadia just follow suit.

so, you know how when you're leading a bunch of kids, you're definitely bound to end up with some favourites. i have three painfully adorable kids who i've taken a liking to.

1. Lydia
she's the super shy one who me and Joshua thought we were gonna have a problem with cause she was just so shy. but after that picture was taken, she smiled so there was still hope. :D
during the arts and crafts thing, me and Josh helped her do half of her work cause she was pretty slow, she was still on the third commandment when everybody was done, but i could see that her shyness has left the building cause she had a friend.

2. Gabriel
he's adorable. he caught me and Nadia's eye when he walked in. i mean, need i say more?

3. Elijah.
and finally Elijah. he's not in my team, unlike the other two, but there was just something about him that caught my eye since the beginning. he was the one who sat alone during snack time and lunch. he was the quiet one who did what he was told to do. and during game time, he surprised some of us by being the only one clever enough to look at hiding places no one thought to look at. i think its the fact that he's just so... Filipino that i liked. everything about him screamed Pinoy. twas like, whoa. cause, there aren't may pinoy kids in CFCB.

but of course, i'm forever in love with these guys.

***
game time tore me apart. Adeline came up with it, it was called Golden Turkey. the Youth helpers had to hide and when the kids found you, they gained how many points you were. i was worth 30points. Joshua was 100. so anyway, the thing was Dorothea found me but then let me go. then me and Jo Yee paraded around for not being caught, but then Iman and erryone else caught me and Jo Yee and i made a show and struggled a bit. big mistake. kids trampled on my feet, and roughed up on me to get me to stay. my whole body ached. as if that wasn't enough when i was going down the stairs with Dorothea, i skipped a huge step and i sprained my ankle. i can barely walk without limping now. grr.

i think i'm done ranting. god, i can't wait till camp. first two nights are sleeping over at Weng Jin's place and the last night at Nicola, Nadia and Nyssa's place. me and the girls are probably not gonna get much sleep during the sleepover at Weng Jin's place. i mean, this is Weng Jin. she's one of the girls. xDD

goodnight.

Highschool.

2009-06-16T19:09:00.000+08:00

“When you’re in high school, every little thing seems like it’s the end of the world.
But it’s not. It’s just the beginning.”
-Zac Efron; 17 Again.

This post is about the people who made every little ‘holy mother of fuck, it’s the end of the world’ issue in my high school life so far, a bit more bearable.

I’m going to start with the ones I’ve known most of my life.

Mico Ruth Alcantara Angeles. I call her Aikks. Slash my Best Friend since the beginning of time. Sources say we’ve been messing around since we were in diapers. So, she’s been there for me through every thing. First crush, first highest-in-English mark, first embarrassing moment, first screw up with a guy, first heart break, first crazy mom problems, first boy friend, first heart break, first 4 hour phone call, bla, bla, bla. That’s the thing with her. There is way too much memories. And that sucks. You know why? Cause like, I can’t remember em all meaning I can’t treasure erry single one of em. I hate that. Because, I want them all. Cause, I love my best friend. C: I love you, Aikks, for being my friend.

Clarence Chelsea Orenzo. Chelsayy. The cool one. The one I envied when I was in primary 4 cause I thought she was so awesome. Guess what? She still is awesome. She’s one of the closest girlfriends I’ve ever had and she’s mighty fun to be with. I miss her, like crazay. Sometimes I’m scared that she’s gonna have all these crazy new awesome friends and she’d forget about me. But each time, she surprises me. Cause, guess what? I’m still her friend. J I love you, Chels, for being my friend.

Eddie Chu bin Mohammad Hariz. Chewy! The first crush? HAHAHHAHA. No, I’m not even kidding. I think I freaked you out a little bit, back there Chew. xD I’m pretty sure I’m in love with this guy, actually. HAHAHA. I’ve known him since Primary 6, when he was a loud, singing, science geek boy. Over the years, he grew into one of the guys I didn’t ever wanted to forget. I mean, when you’ve got a guy who lets the class know when he’s about to burp/fart/yawn right in the middle of a lesson. Well, who can resist right? xD he’s the guy who cheered me up. He danced along with me when we Karaoke’d Wannabe by Spice Girls. And he was just THAT guy who would have done anything and everything with you. I love you, Chew, for being my friend.

Richelle Ann Julia Fuldan Ret. Richellieeeeeeeeee. We met Form1, you were a newbie from Sunshine School. My first impression of her? Fucking gorgeous. She’s like, a true girlfriend. One you could chicka with, and karaoke with, and go shopping with, and swap outfits with. She’s also one of those awesome chicks whose probably going to bitch slap the first whore to bitch about you, just cause you’re her friend. She’s loud, like me and she’s always a shit load of fun. I love you, Chellie, for being my friend.

Marla Angelica Jimenez Ibarra. Ate Marla. The one who always reminded me of what was RIGHT. She’s the one I look up to, as an example. She’s also the one I go to for guy problems, just cause it doesn’t feel right unless she knows. She’s the one whose gonna tolerate you if you scream for 15 minutes straight about Zac Efron. She’s also the one whose gonna try and solve all your problems cause she’s your Ate. She’s the one I first watched Twilight with, and we nearly brought the house down with our jumping around in excitement. I love you, Ate, for being my friend.

And then, there are those who I haven’t known for very long, but were the best people in the world to me. Especially when I was feeling so alone.

Nikita Ashok Ramchandani. The Hunnybunch, the chick I would do anything for. Like Eddie, I think I’m secretly in love with her. She’s my bestfriend. She’s the one who I go to first for, like, anything. When I discover some new hot guy, I’m texting her. When I hear a bitch stabbing me in the back, I’m plotting to ruin her life with Niks. When I’ve got a problem on what to wear for a party, I’m IMing her possible choices for my outfit. When I think I like a guy, it’s her who knows who he is. When I’m in love with a guy, she’s the one who has to hear every single rant. When the guy breaks my heart, well. I’m on the phone with her. She’s just my everything. I love you, Hunny, for being my best friend.

Aime Veniece Bonga Bonifacio. Aive. The one who doesn’t sugarcoat the truth from me every time, cause she knows its what I NEED to hear. I have mighty fun with her, cause she’s such an awesomely unique person that everyone is attracted to her. She’s so happy all the time, it makes YOU wanna be happy. She has comebacks to my opinions, so we would never get bored for hours arguing all the time. She has her own opinion about the world that absolutely blows your mind. She puts up with me when I’m being a horrible PMSy bitch, and she thinks its funny when I AM a PMSy bitch. She means the world to so many people, including me, cause she’s the kind of person everybody wants for a best friend. She’s super nice to everyone. On her own, she has little adventures, and sometimes, if you’re lucky, she’ll take you along with her. I love you, Aims, for being my friend.

Siti NurSyahirah Shahwall. Syarr!. She’s the one who fills my days with rainbows and sunshine. She laughs at lame jokes like I do, and every time I screw up, she laughs WITH me not AT me. She’s the one I can dance with in our pajamas screaming about Twilight. She’s the one I wanna go cuckoo with erry time, just cause she plays along. She’s always hyperactive, and I love that about her. I love you, Syarr, for being my friend (Samurai).

Maria Cristina Mariano. Ate Marr! The role model. The Ate who’d help you through anything. The person who will be there for you, through pretty much anything and everything. She’s a shoulder to cry on, and that someone you’ll always look up to and wish you were just like her. If you were crying alone in the Girls Toilet, she’d come and sit next to you the whole time and just pat your back and let you pour it out. I love you Ate Marr, for being my friend.

Earl Ivan Roldan. KUYAAAAA. xDD the only kuya I’ve ever had. He’s awesome. A tad complicated so I can’t really figure out what words to use to describe him. xDD but, I assure you. He’s awesome. He’ll be the one making an actual effort to solve your problems for you and everything. Gah, just. He’s the bomb. I love you, kuya Ivan, for being my friend.

Andy Chung Kwong Kim. Kimmy! The one who cheered me up with the funniest jokes, the one who knew just what to say when you were feeling down and the one who’d give you the tightest hugs in the world. I hate that we’re not as close as we used to be, but without you I don’t think I could’ve managed my first year in SGS. I love you, Kimmy, for being my friend.

Joel John Corcuera Laplap. Jol! You pretty much made up most of my life in SGS. xDD t’was weird. But I’m thankful that like, even if everything was said and done, you were still my friend. And you still looked out for me. You were my whole universe once upon a time, and now you’re that one person who I need to hear an insultingly mean remark about my height at least once per day, just to make the day complete. xDD I love you, Joel, for being my friend.

Rudi Ryde. RUUUUDIIIII. Lets just say, without Rudi, nothing is right in the world. ‘nuff said. xDD I love you, Rudi, for being my friend and being my guy in the quadruplo’s. xDD

Jim Osman. ZIMYYYY. Haii. J I miss you loads dude. The one with the David Cook-ish voice. He’s quiet, and maybe even shy. But he’s a blast to be around, and I wouldn’t pass up an opportunity to be with him. I love you, Zim, for being my friend.

Shannon Osman! Shannie Wifey. xD I love you! You and I have got like. A BILLION THINGS IN COMON. Hahahahahah. The one who cheers me up and makes me laugh. The one who makes me feel like I drank a billion bottles of coke. The one who I can spill my guts out to. :D I love you Shannie for being my awesome ass friend.

Josh Osman. Wolfe! Not many people know this but like, you’re super awesome. You know, SUPERRR AWESOME. Like, yeah. xDD ‘nuff said, you Vampire. :P I love you, Josh, for being my friend. J

Miss Jolene Muckle and Annie George. HAII TCHERRRRRR. J you were the ones who put up with us even though we were being such kids. You were the ones who knew what was best for us and made sure we knew it too and strived for it. You were the ones who helped us kids out, not cause it was your jobs, but cause you truly cared for us. I love you both, for being more than my teacher, for also being my friend.

Lim Jo Yee, Karis Chong and Weng Jin. The church girlies! You and your anime’s and awesome clothes. xDD bah, I’m running out of words. You guys are just awesome! I love you guys for being my friends.

Dorothea and Charissa Lim. The little sisters I never had. You have no idea how much I love you two! You guys are so sakai over everything, that I find it awesome. You’re slowly making your way into the world as your own individual person and I’m loving the girls I see you guys are growing up to be. Spend these years wisely, girls. These are your last years as a kid. I love you two for being my friend <3

So, like. There you have it. The people who’ve made a difference in my life, big or small.

Goodnight, readers. I love you guys too.

like, whoa.

2009-06-15T20:25:00.001+08:00

i'm happily married. to the Shannon Osman. :)

xd.

goodnight.

holidays.

2009-06-14T20:57:00.003+08:00

so, we've been given this 2 week holiday from school, which is pretty sacred for us students.
the only thing is, im not entirely sure I'M going to be able to enjoy any of it.
sure, i had a mall-fest with the PDSers yesterday till 7 tapi i have a feeling i won't have much of those anymore. except of course, with the Eddie Chu soon. ;)

cause like, Mister Morris scheduled Debate practises from Monday till Thursday every morning, so it will pretty much be like we never left school. o.o and then i have a feeling that my nights will be spent writing Debate Speech Drafts and at Aunty Phillys' place for VBS Helpers meetings. (what's VBS? its like, a 4 day camp for the little kiddies in CFCB. and you know what i'm assigned to do? dance steps. like, for the hymns and stuff. oh dear. o.o)

and that's just for the first week. for the second week i'll be super swamped. from monday through thursday is the actual VBS for the WHOLEEE day. and then from friday to sunday is Youth Camp. whew. and THEN school comes along. grrr.

***

so, yesterday was Chelsea's big birthday bash in the Mall. it was pretty huge for me cause, i haven't seen Chels and Aikks and erryone for, what? 4-5 months? grr.
Chels was late (as she always is) so i had chicka time with the Aikks who i missed like. cray-zay.
when Chels finally showed up, the Aichella's decided to watch Night at The Museum 2 (which was awesome btw. Jonas Brothers made a cameo! they wre these little singing cupids. xD) while Rona and Dee watched Blood+ lay-turz.

Aikks weighs both burgers.
Aikks: which one is heavier.
Ells and Chels in unison: you are. HAHAHAHHAHAHA.
Aikks glares and moves to an opposite table.
Aikks: i'm not sitting with you mean people. =.=

and then we ate at Jollibee (the one at Jaya) and Izaq the Chuck caught up with us after being dragged into a horror movie (17 Again. i resent that, dude. i LIKED that movie.).

Izaq has the most feminine/sexiest body in the world, and he's got a fringe. :O pretty boy. whose pretty full of himself.

i also met the Joseph and other JISians! (this picture of Joseph is epic. he knelt down for the second picture cause he was so TAAAAAAAAAAAAALLL.) whose a friend of Chels' whose a swimmer in JIS whose Rona's classmate. xDD he's the bombbbb. and then Jon Mickko (Chuck's wingman. check out the pic of Izaq, and there's the Mickko.) and Richelley came along so me and Richellie had a little chicka moment cause we didn't think we'd see each other. C:

sadly, after that me and the Aikks had to go. :(
so i bid farewell to erryone and i missed them already.

but im going out with the Eddie Chew soon! HURRAHHH!

***
Joannes baby makes me want a baby. and i wish Dorothea and Charissa were my baby sisters. me and Marla made them into NewMoon-ers in a timespan of 1minute and 48seconds. :O

and i bite. yes, you already knew that.

***

Ells misses Rudi.

good night, readers.

aime v.

2009-06-14T20:49:00.002+08:00

this was due days ago, btw. not the exact wording, but. well, its how i heard it. C:

Aime:
Ells, i hate Science.
Ells:
why?
Aime:
because it ruins everything. like they were showing something like the science of love on tv. i dont WANT to know about the science of love. love is supposed to be awesome and unexplainable. its supposed to be the ONE thing Science couldn't get. its supposed to the closest thing we have to magic. and if science can explain it, its not so magical anymore.

i like her opinions. :) she's awesome.

we're idiots. :P

2009-06-04T20:37:00.003+08:00

(9:42 PM) zaquu:	bow down to thee!
(9:42 PM) i'm the ells :	xD i think i'd rar not.
(9:42 PM) i'm the ells :	YESTERDAY was day of bowing down to Zaq.
(9:43 PM) zaquu:	Noooo!
(9:43 PM) zaquu:	you got DAY correct.
(9:43 PM) zaquu:	but YESTER is wrong.
(9:43 PM) zaquu:	EVERYDAY is the day of bowing down to Zaqman.
(9:43 PM) zaquu:
(9:44 PM) i'm the ells :	xD HAHAHAHAHAH.
(9:45 PM) i'm the ells :	that's what YOU think , you Zaq.
(9:45 PM) zaquu:	someone's in denial
(9:45 PM) zaquu:	i know you lub me ella
(9:45 PM) zaquu:	just bow down already
(9:45 PM) zaquu:
(9:45 PM) i'm the ells :	HAHAHA.
(9:46 PM) i'm the ells :	whatever, dude. go ask flopsy to bow down to you.
(9:46 PM) zaquu:	noo, flopsy is the shiiiz, we're at the same level.
(9:46 PM) zaquu:	you on the other hand..
(9:46 PM) zaquu:	are our personal..
(9:46 PM) zaquu:	uhm..
(9:46 PM) zaquu:	humptoy.

(9:47 PM) zaquu:	WE WAR!
(9:47 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHAHAHA
(9:47 PM) j e l l y ;:	FIRE BITCHES!
(9:47 PM) zaquu:	OUR HUMPTOY WONT LISTEN!
(9:47 PM) zaquu:	CHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
(9:47 PM) zaquu:	CHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
(9:47 PM) zaquu:	PEWPEWPEWPEWPEWPEW
(9:47 PM) j e l l y ;:	SHIUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
(9:47 PM) i'm the ells :	and so, here i am again.
(9:47 PM) j e l l y ;:	KAFLAMPAMJOOOMJAM.
(9:47 PM) zaquu:	HUMP = BUTTSEX
(9:48 PM) zaquu:	HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
(9:48 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHA.
(9:48 PM) zaquu:	PANCAKE
(9:48 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHAHAHAHA
(9:48 PM) zaquu:	BOOOOM
(9:48 PM) i'm the ells :	JUBAJUBAJBUBAUBAUBAUBAUBAUBA = that's me not being attacked cause of my personal "awesome" shield. HAH.
(9:48 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHA.
(9:48 PM) j e l l y ;:	kissy me arsey.
(9:49 PM) zaquu:	YOUR AWESOME SHIELD IS OUR HUMP.
(9:49 PM) zaquu:
(9:49 PM) zaquu:	FLOPSY YOU TAKE BEHIND
(9:49 PM) zaquu:	HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHA
(9:49 PM) zaquu:	SURROUND HERRR!!

(9:50 PM) zaquu:	HUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMP.
(9:50 PM) zaquu:	HUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMP.
(9:50 PM) zaquu:	HUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMP.
(9:50 PM) zaquu:	HUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMP.
(9:50 PM) zaquu:	HUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMP.
(9:51 PM) zaquu:	HUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMP.
(9:51 PM) zaquu:	HUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMP.
(9:51 PM) zaquu:	HUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMP.
(9:51 PM) zaquu:	HUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMP.
(9:51 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHAHAHAHA
(9:51 PM) zaquu:	HUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMPHUMP.
(9:51 PM) j e l l y ;:	ULTRA HUMP!
(9:51 PM) i'm the ells :	SO MANY HUMPS.
(9:51 PM) i'm the ells :	it BURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRNSSSSSSSSSSS.
(9:51 PM) zaquu:	ella your butt is destroyed >=D
(9:51 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHAHAHA.,
(9:51 PM) i'm the ells :	please.
(9:51 PM) i'm the ells :	that's imPOSSIBLE.
(9:51 PM) j e l l y ;:	ITS TOO BIG TO BE DESTROYED~!
(9:51 PM) zaquu:	MY GINORMOUS WEAPON OF MASS DESTRUCTION >=D

(9:52 PM) j e l l y ;:	MY DICK IS 2 INCHES.
(9:52 PM) zaquu:
(9:52 PM) zaquu:
(9:52 PM) zaquu:
(9:52 PM) j e l l y ;:	OFF THE FUCKING GROUND BITCHESSSSSS!
(9:52 PM) zaquu:	HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHHAHAHA
(9:52 PM) zaquu:	DAMN STRAIGHT

9:53 PM) zaquu:	ella clothes off
(9:53 PM) i'm the ells :	bye man.
(9:53 PM) zaquu:	NOW
(9:53 PM) j e l l y ;:	BRB, EAT.
(9:53 PM) j e l l y ;:	gimme 10 minutes.
(9:53 PM) i'm the ells :	uh, no. HAHAHAHHA.
(9:53 PM)	j e l l y ; has changed his/her status to Busy
(9:53 PM) zaquu:	NOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOW!
(9:54 PM) zaquu:	we have fun
(9:54 PM) i'm the ells :	NONONONONONONO.
(9:54 PM) i'm the ells :	wow man. i take clos off, what can YOU do when you're all re. you chuck. way
(9:55 PM) zaquu:	okay come here, we have fun
(9:55 PM) i'm the ells :	HAHA. right, dude. right. i think i'll pass.
(9:55 PM) zaquu:	but..
(9:55 PM) zaquu:	my friend is feeling..
(9:55 PM) zaquu:
(9:56 PM) i'm the ells :	n introduce him to your or friend, you know.. masturbation.
(9:56 PM) zaquu:	that's for wimps.
(9:56 PM) zaquu:	i have the girl over there points at bass
(9:57 PM) zaquu:	FUNFUNFUNFUNFUN
(9:57 PM) i'm the ells :	HAHA. dicks = like guns. you wanna feel powerful? go get two guns.
(9:57 PM) i'm the ells :	which means go get flopsy. he's expert in this area.
(9:57 PM) zaquu:	who said i only had one
(9:57 PM) i'm the ells :	HAHAHAHAHHAHA.
(9:57 PM) zaquu:	me you flopsy
(9:57 PM) zaquu:	1 bed
(9:57 PM) zaquu:	= FUN.
(9:57 PM) i'm the ells :	IF YOU HAVE MORE THAN ONE ITS LIKE. izaq = retard.
(9:57 PM) zaquu:	COMECOMECOMECOMECOME.
(9:58 PM) i'm the ells :	you + flopsy + one bed = ella all way in bandar.
(9:58 PM) zaquu:	no
(9:59 PM) zaquu:	ella + me =
(9:59 PM) zaquu:
(9:59 PM) i'm the ells :	HAHAHAH. NO, NO.y ou get more love from flopsy. especially when you guys have your clos off.
(10:00 PM) zaquu:	NO, guy on guy is only for anime.
(10:00 PM) zaquu:	izaq + ella = best porno ever.
(10:00 PM) zaquu:	>=D

(10:05 PM) j e l l y ;:	wow
(10:05 PM) j e l l y ;:	i missed out alot
(10:05 PM) i'm the ells :	yerr. and n he disappeared, i assume to work up courage to ask you to be his humptoy.
(10:05 PM) zaquu:	yes
(10:06 PM) zaquu:	because ella doesn't wanna get humped by me yet.
(10:06 PM) zaquu:	she's not in the mood tonight
(10:06 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHA.
(10:06 PM) j e l l y ;:	damn.
(10:06 PM) j e l l y ;:	ella, me you, tomorrow?
(10:06 PM) zaquu:	FLOPSY YOU TRY
(10:06 PM) j e l l y ;:	plus ella, you have soft boobies.
(10:06 PM) zaquu:	YEAHHH
(10:06 PM) zaquu:	WOO
(10:06 PM) zaquu:	I CAM.

(10:08 PM) zaquu:	ella's boobs + izaq = 7 minutes in heaven = ?
(10:08 PM) i'm the ells :
(10:08 PM) i'm the ells :	HAHAHAHAH.
(10:08 PM) j e l l y ;:	ELLA HAS BOOBS?!
(10:08 PM) i'm the ells :	you guys are frisky tonight, arent you.
(10:08 PM) i'm the ells :	JOEL'S GOT A COCK? O.O
(10:09 PM) j e l l y ;:	ELLA IS TALL?!?!?!?!??!
(10:09 PM) zaquu:	ELLA FUCK ME
(10:09 PM) zaquu:
(10:09 PM) zaquu:	PLEEEEAAAASEEE :3
(10:09 PM) i'm the ells :	whatever, dude. i love my height.
(10:09 PM) i'm the ells :	xDD uh, no.
(10:09 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHA.
(10:09 PM) zaquu:	DAMN.
(10:09 PM) j e l l y ;:	i'll fuck you!
(10:09 PM) zaquu:	i tried.
(10:09 PM) j e l l y ;:	ella.
(10:09 PM) zaquu:	NO FLOPSY
(10:09 PM) zaquu:	RESTRAIN.
(10:09 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHA.
(10:09 PM) zaquu:	WE MUST DOUBLE TEAM
(10:09 PM) j e l l y ;:	I CANT!
(10:09 PM) zaquu:	THAT GIRL
(10:09 PM) zaquu:	point at ella
(10:10 PM) j e l l y ;:	ITS THE h2o9!
(10:10 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHA
(10:10 PM) i'm the ells :	HAHAHAHA whatever dude.
(10:10 PM) i'm the ells :	you guys don't have it in you to take me.
(10:10 PM) zaquu:	WE SOOO CAN.
(10:10 PM) zaquu:	spread your legse
(10:10 PM) zaquu:	you'll find out
(10:10 PM) zaquu:
(10:10 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHA.
(10:11 PM) j e l l y ;:	too much testosterone.
(10:11 PM) i'm the ells :	HAHAHA.
(10:11 PM) zaquu:	SPREAD EM!
(10:11 PM) i'm the ells :	uh, no.
(10:11 PM) i'm the ells :
(10:11 PM) zaquu:
(10:11 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHA.
(10:11 PM) j e l l y ;:	try harder!
(10:11 PM) zaquu:	you know you want to
(10:11 PM) j e l l y ;:	I KNOW I WANT TO.
(10:11 PM) zaquu:	it's just for fun
(10:11 PM) i'm the ells :	HAHAHAHHAHAHA. what hell, man.
(10:11 PM) j e l l y ;:	need a place to rest my long cock.
(10:11 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHA.
(10:11 PM) zaquu:	who would know
(10:11 PM) zaquu:	HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
(10:11 PM) i'm the ells :	bah, re you go! flopsy wants to spread his legs go get him.

(10:12 PM) zaquu:	mark my words ella, i'm gonna do you this year
(10:12 PM) zaquu:	MARK IT DOWN
(10:12 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHA
(10:12 PM) zaquu:	HIGHLIGHT
(10:12 PM) zaquu:	UNDERLINE
(10:12 PM) zaquu:	BOOKMARK
(10:12 PM) j e l l y ;:	STRIKETHROUGH!
(10:12 PM) zaquu:	MUWAHAHAHAHAHAH!
(10:12 PM) j e l l y ;:	DOUBLE STRIKETHROUGH!
(10:12 PM) i'm the ells :	YES, STRIKETHROUGH.
(10:13 PM) i'm the ells :	yes, Chuck. of course you are. and for being delusional, i shall give you a lollipop next time i see you.
(10:13 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHA.
(10:13 PM) j e l l y ;:	LOLLIPOP IS SIGN LANGUAGE FOR BLOWJOB>
(10:14 PM) i'm the ells :	in Joel speak.
(10:14 PM) i'm the ells :	we dont speak Joel speak.
(10:14 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHA.
(10:14 PM) zaquu:
(10:14 PM) j e l l y ;:	you speak Joel too.
(10:14 PM) zaquu:	A LOLLIPOP IS GOOD.
(10:14 PM) zaquu:
(10:14 PM) j e l l y ;:	LIKE
(10:14 PM) j e l l y ;:	SUCK SUCK SUCK
(10:14 PM) j e l l y ;:	LICK LICK LICK
(10:14 PM) j e l l y ;:	SUCK LICK SUCK LICK
(10:15 PM) zaquu:	LICK SUCK LICK SUCK
(10:15 PM) zaquu:	SUCK SUCK LICK LICK
(10:15 PM) zaquu:	LICK LICK SUCK SUCK
(10:15 PM) zaquu:	SUCK LICK LICK SUCK
(10:15 PM) zaquu:	LICK SUCK SUCK LICK
(10:15 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHA
(10:15 PM) i'm the ells :	okay, i shall sit back and watch as you two give each or virtual blowjobs. hurrayyy.
(10:15 PM) j e l l y ;:	SLUCK SLICK SLUCK SLICK.
(10:15 PM) j e l l y ;:	DOUBLE TIME.
(10:15 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHA
(10:15 PM) j e l l y ;:
(10:16 PM) zaquu:	no youre the one giving us blowjobs.
(10:16 PM) zaquu:
(10:16 PM) zaquu:	cmon ella, you know you want to.
(10:16 PM) zaquu:	just do it already
(10:16 PM) zaquu:	:3
(10:16 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHA.
(10:16 PM) i'm the ells :	okay, you tell me when i finally give up, yes?
(10:16 PM) i'm the ells :	meanwhile i shall grow up, have 6 kids and grow old.
(10:16 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHAHA
(10:16 PM) j e l l y ;:	6 KIDS?!
(10:16 PM) j e l l y ;:	SUPERFUCK!
(10:17 PM) zaquu:	CMOOON ELLA..
(10:17 PM) zaquu:
(10:17 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHA.
(10:17 PM) i'm the ells :	i want six kids. is that so wrong?
(10:17 PM) i'm the ells :	okay, humptoy, must go.
(10:18 PM) zaquu:	NOOO
(10:18 PM) i'm the ells :	so i bid you all goodnight and i leave you to your delusions.
(10:18 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHA
(10:18 PM) zaquu:	ATLEAST GIVE ME A BLOWJOB FIRST
(10:18 PM) zaquu:
(10:18 PM) i'm the ells :	HAHAHAH.
(10:18 PM) j e l l y ;:	HAHAHA
(10:18 PM) i'm the ells :	yeah sure. in your head.
(10:18 PM) i'm the ells :	now, ba-bye.
(10:18 PM) i'm the ells :	goodnight.
(10:18 PM) j e l l y ;:	hahaha
(10:18 PM) j e l l y ;:	YOU JUST GOT REJECTED CHUCK!
(10:18 PM) i'm the ells :
(10:18 PM) j e l l y ;:	i lvoe you too ells
(10:18 PM) j e l l y ;:	tomorrow!
(10:18 PM) i'm the ells :	HAHAHAH.
(10:18 PM) i'm the ells :
(10:19 PM) i'm the ells :	right. riiighhhttt.
(10:19 PM) i'm the ells :	don't waste your luck dude.
(10:21 PM)	(pi) i'm the ells your subtleties, they strangle me. is now Offline

we're idiots. :)

(yes, i didn't have anything to blog about anymore. xD)

good night.

4th June. :)

2009-06-04T19:59:00.003+08:00

i think i'm gonna like, start putting dates on my title.
so, like. you'd know, if i blog that date. it's e'special. ;)

cause like, yerr. i hardly ever blog anymore.
and it's gotta be something GINORMOUSLY huge
(like Izaq's weapon of Mass Destruction? ;D)
to get me to blog. :P

so, anyway. back to the 4th of June.

today, it was dead in class. almost half the class were absent,
cause well. they needed a break.
like hello, yesterday was the last day of exams?
anyway.

***

Mr. John Dunston: schools in England used to enforce students being beaten as punishment but Leighton Park did not because it is morally wrong for the big people to hit the little people.
Joel smirks at Ells.
Ells: shut up, you Joel.

that happened when i emceed the talk that the Form5's got from Mr. John Dunston, the principal of Leighton Park School in the UK. he was a really good speaker. :D

***
Ate Maria gives me a pisang goreng. :D
Ells: YAY. i love banana's.
Joel smirks at Ells.
Ells: not that kind of banana, dude.
Joel continues to smirk.

this happened immediately after the talk, where erryone involved in the talk (including little form4's like me and Aime) were given a 20minute break.

anyway, i've lost the blogging urge for 4th June.

absentee.

2009-06-03T09:22:00.002+08:00

haii. :)

i've been un-blogging haven't i?

sorry, this isn't a relief to the major craving of Ella-speak. (yeah, right.)

i need to get the Blog-Mood. i sorry.

good day!

P.S. greetings from the beloved SGS computer lab. :)

shut up and let me go.

2009-05-23T21:03:00.001+08:00

Ella [insert short girl here] Debate, Funny,Lovable, Weird..

Aime is Awesome.

cause we do everything together (l)

yeah, okay. she's awesome too. AIME ADMITTED DEFEAT. XD

aime big. ella small. :P

Ells: what's your message in my Cbox about, Aime?
Aime: about the moment. remember?
Ells: what moment?
Aime: [very loudly.] WE HAD A MOMENT TOGETHER, REMEMBER? HOW COULD YOU FORGET.
Economics Class Students: OOOOOOOOO, ahem, ahem.
Aime and Ells giggles.

so, what's been going on lately?

Aime decorated my Debate Folder. refer up there. :P
exams are on. i finished BM 1 and BM 2 this morning. [in the library with Iza and Sarah, singing along to Famous Last Words by My Chemical Romance along with the Librarian. :D]
me, Niks, Iza and Sarr have been working our asses off on the Interschool Debate Competition. currently, we are in first place with 800-something points. WE'RE OFF TO THE QUARTERFINAL'S BIISHEZZZ.
the Quarterfinal's are on Saturday. like, smack in the middle of exams. o.O oh, dear.
i am NOT in like with the Ryde. he's a friend. and please, no right ells, i believe yous on my Cbox please.
my best friend is Aime Veniece Bonga Bonifacio. (L)
i'm suffering from oh my god, i don't know what happened in the last episode of Gossip Girl. heard of it?
when Aime faked that Adam Lambert won at the beginning of the day, i was alright with it. when Kuya Ivan spilled the beans hours later that Kris Allen was the one who did win, i was jumping all over the school and going 'woo' repeatedly. this is huge, i claimed myself an Adam Lambert fan since the beginning. o.O
if i'm not married at 35 years old, i'm going gay and marrying Nikita Ramchandani. (L) there's a good chance i'm in love with her but wont acknowledge it because she's a chick. :P
i went out to the Mall @ 16th of May for a late-happy birthday Niks celebration. check out her blog for pictures. that was awesome.
ells is absolutely exhausted every fucking day.
you disappoint me. shut up, and let me go. maybe then, i would be able to do the same.
ells is going to bed.

good night, world.

why can't netkad's fall out of the bloody sky already?!

2009-05-23T12:30:00.001+08:00

i will BLOG as soon as i CAN. you know, when i GET internet?!

and don't worry, it wont be indredibly saddening or macabre. i promise. :)

im a happy person, remember? puh-lease.

good day!

wheres my self esteem gone?

2009-05-18T22:52:00.001+08:00

perhaps if i was
just a little bit stronger
just a little bit wiser
just a little less needy
just a little bit pretty
just a little more aware
just a little bit thinner
maybe i'd get there.

-Just a little bit by Maria Mena.

good night.

epiphany; take2

2009-05-17T23:48:00.001+08:00

i had another epiphany; that i was scared shitless of the future.
i would love a rewind button.
cause everythings going so fast that im afraid that when i blink ill be sixty with a billion grandchildren and a husband who doesnt know my name.

i would just love to go back.
go back to when my best friends werent on the verge of graduating and flying all over the world.
go back to when i was still a choice to be one of your best friends when now, you dont bother to acknowledge me.
go back to when i wasnt in love with someone i hardly talked to and pretty much never saw, which is about a hundred times more agonizingly painful than it sounds.
go back to when i was miserably in love because then i knew what i wanted and now i spend half the time sifting through my thoughts to figure out what i want and the other half trying to figure out if it really was what i wanted.
go back to when old friends probably still thought about me.

i was happier. and oblivious to the emotional mess i am now.
good night.

epiphany.

2009-05-12T10:47:00.001+08:00

i had an epiphany last night.

i'm lonely.

good day.

ah-ha-ha.

2009-05-12T10:11:00.003+08:00

Mommy: it's the return. the return of the comeback.

Mommy loves this joke. apparently it was a "movie" and it stars John Travolta.. and Spongebob Squarepants :D

HAHA. i laughed for 5 minutes straight after my mom brought this up. perut ku was very sakit the whole day because of it. :(

***

Syah gave me her old locker key chain (FROM LONDON. THE KEY CHAIN HAS BEEN TO LONDON AND I HAVEN'T?!) yesterday. :)

it's a green cloth with a keychain in the end. oh, and the green cloth says "Its a Girl Thing."

so, this made me laugh tadi.

Ells walks out of Economics class with Syah at the back.

Syah: - over my shoulder- YAY, YOU HAVE MY THING.

Ells: -eyebrows raise up-

Syah: i mean, you have my Girl Thing :D

HAHAHAHAH. cali.

***

there's a B-Ball game on today at JIS. and who else would it be but..

St. George's School versus Seri Mulia Sarjana School.

aka, the school i grew up to (Sarjana slash PDS).

i have NO idea who i'm rooting for.

so i've decided to stay neutral.

you know, like Switzerland. :)

but yes, go St. George's!! xDD

***

i'm so boring i can't even find anything to blog abouts anymore. :(

good day!

ells is a telur with a jubur. OMG.

2009-05-05T10:05:00.004+08:00

Ells walks into ICDL class.

Ells: BERNIE. WHERE'VE YOU BEEN? I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU ALL MORNING
Bernie: i've been.. here?
Ells: ARYU AVOIDING ME?!

Mae: ella, okay ka lang?

Ells: xDD

Ells walks into next class.

Ells: SARR!
Sarr: what?
Ells: you pretty. (:
Sarr: THANKS.

Ells: i love you!

Sarr: I LOVE YOU TOO. :D

Ells: ZIMAN.

Haziman: yeah?

Ells: you pretty. :)

Ziman: -smile. thanks?

Ells walks away.

Sarr: HAHAHHA, SHE DOESNT LOVE YOU! BUT SHE LOVES ME. HAHAHHA.

Ells: nah, i love Farman. :)

Farman: I DO TOO. :D

Ells is funny today (:
funnily annoying. no, annoyingly funny.
no, just plain annoying. WOOTS.

***

there was a snake in my class last saturday.

it left some of frazzled and panicked, scared that a snake would pop up in front of our faces at any second.

really, there was nothing to be afraid of. it was a snake that looked like a discarded shoe lace.

only, it was venomous. ha-ha.

Ells sees a pikachu sticker on the floor.

Ells: LOOK. ITS PIKACHU!

Syah: WHAT? WHERE? -starts jumping around.

Ells: i said Pikachu the Pokemon, you blonde. =.=

Syah: oh. HAHA.

Ells loves Syah. (:

i'm freezing my big fat jubur (not kidding, it is big and fat). why is the Computer Lab so sejuk kan?

Fatin types: because there is air conditioner everywhere you ngokngok ;D

EXACTLY, FATIN! it's a tiny computer lab and there are THREE HUGEASS AIRCON'S IN THIS DIVISION ALONE. and because there's just a sliding door dividing us with the other class, we have SIX air-con's blowing at us.

fatin types: i wanna PIE.

THATS NOT HOW YOU SPELL 'PEE' FATIN.

background: fatin dies of laughing.

YOU SEE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU TRY TO MESS WITH MY BLOG? XD HAHAHAH.

Ells is a telur. (:

Bryan is a sexy ayam. WOOT.

i have to go now, before my fingers fall off from air-con frost bite.

i love you all. :D

especially you, Izma. :)

good day!

why dont you tell me where it hurts, now baby.

2009-04-30T21:14:00.002+08:00

ells has nothing to blog about because she had a bad day. :(

i'm tempted to let it all out. but i'm not about to expose myself vulnerably . so, i'll just go away.

good night, readers.

UPDATED:
im slightly cheered now, cause Shannon Osman made me hyper. :)

ells: HOW OLD ARE YOU?
shannon: fourteen.
ells: YOU KNOW. I TURNED FIFTEEN LIKE.. EXACTLY 24 DAYS AGO. :D
shannon: HAPPY BELATED. im on the 15th.
shannon: WAIT. YOUR ONE DAY AFTER ME? wait. are you?
ells: NOH. im like. 10 days after you. im like, one year and ten days older.
ells: wait.. WHAT?
shannon: 30-24.. 10-6..
ells:... six?
shannon: OH YEAHHHHH. XD
ells: WE ARE SO TERRIBLE AT MATHS XD
shannon: XD HOW CAN I SUBTRACT SO BADLY?!

hahah. don't worry, Shannon. we all have our blonde moments. :)

good night.

nine in the afternoon.

2009-04-21T14:15:00.005+08:00

Ella in the afternoon is described with two of the following words;
random and vain. (:

***
today i
1. realized that i could fit one whole fist into my mouth.
Aime: ITS NOT FAIR ELLA. YOU ALREADY HAVE THE LONGEST TONGUE FOR AWESOME FRENCH-KISSING NOW YOU HAVE A BIG MOUTH TOO?!

2. played with sticky post-it's with friends and stuck them all over my body. (:
(as shown above.)

3. was jumping around and loud the whole day that the Hunnybunch of all people wanted to slap the living daylights out of me.

4. ate half of Aime's (well, i should say Andy's) graham biscuit cake. yum.

5. gave away both of my chocolate bars to people. and THEN i get the craving for chocolate. =.=

6. realized that i had a thing for dudes starting with a J. even Jacob Black. (:

7. had my J. Wolfe sticky post-it stolen from me by a fellow J. Wolfe enthusiast. O.o
yes there IS other J. Wolfe enthusiast's. dont know J. Wolfe? thank God.

8. updated her About Me. :)

***
-dismissal bell rings-
Aime: you know Ella whenever I want to see Andy so badly I feel so excited and nervous at the same time that I want to pee my pants.
Ells: O.O

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
is THIS what love does to you? if so, then i might reconsider wanting to love and to be loved. :P HAHA.

good day. :)

(updated) good afternoon, ella.

2009-04-20T15:48:00.003+08:00

i absolutely love doodling. these are how my doodles look like nowadays. :P
this one's of me, my Other Half, the Hunnybunch and the Ate. :)

***
Aime: Ella, you know what?
Ells: what?
Aime: i really really really really very really very very very really really love Andy.

once again, the wonders of the Aime-Andy love. it's absolutely awesome.
everyday's a new adventure when your sitting next to the awesome and love-stricken Aime Veniece.

Ella: LOOK, its the Form5's.
Aime: awesome.
Ella sees one of the Form5's holding Eclipse by Stephenie Meyer.
Ella: LOOK, Eclipse!
Aime: WHERE?! -looks at the sky-
Ells: THERE. THERRRE. its the book, Aims. =.=

HAHAHHA.

***
i feel so untouched,
and I want you so much.
i just cant resist you
its not enough to say that i miss you.

i've got a secret. :)

PTM

2009-04-17T22:06:00.002+08:00

the one thing that makes every kid, geeks, jocks, cheerleaders, tremble in the knees.
except that schools here in Brunei don't have cliques. :3 WOOTS.

anyway St. George's School is having one tomorrow. Brother already had his, in which he was given grief for having a 50 average in Maths. which makes me all scared and trembly considering that i failed my Maths.

actually, only three students passed in my class. and they all had a less than 60 average mark. :/

anyway, i've been coming up with what Victoriah would probably say about me to the Mommy and the Papa and i've come up with..

your daughter isn't doing very well. she has only gotten a 60 average mark and hasn't gotten a higher mark than 80 for any of her subjects. she needs to improve, especially in her Maths and English. also, she needs to stop running away from class before 7.15 to go to form5b. and also, she needs to stop wearing so many earrings. and talking to Aime.

DDD: daddy's gonna kill me.

good night.

and you say I'M mushy?!

2009-04-17T15:38:00.003+08:00

Aime: ELLA! i need you to msg someone for me. :)
Ella: o-kay? sure.
Aime: can you tell Andy that i miss him badly, terribly, horribly, infuriatingly, crazily, madly.
Ella:.. do i have to use those words exactly?
Aime: YUPP.
Ella: O.O

oh, the wonders of teenage love. and you say i'm the mushy one.

sheesh. HAHA.

LONG LIVE THE AIME&ANDY. (:

good day!

macro.

2009-04-16T14:21:00.003+08:00

nothing better to do + my minimal knowledge of photoshop resulted in this;
im quite happy with them. (:

i know their nothing extraordinary or totally magnificently awesome,
its just some of the best things little ol' ME has done. :)

good night!

lol.

2009-04-11T20:02:00.002+08:00

It was said that Malay babies were named after the first thing the Father saw after the birth. For example, some kids might be named Bulan (Moon).
Question:
If a baby was named Hitam, what do you think the Father first saw after the birth?
Ells: the Father saw AIME. :D
Aime: really? wait.. ELLA! YOUR SO MEAN. SO YOUR SAYING IM DARK?!

***
Aime: i think i know why we're so high today.
Ells: why are we high?
Aime: because of the mints we ate.
Ells: but Mae ate some too.
Aime: maybe it doesnt work on her.
Ells: i know why. its because she's thin.
Aime: ARE YOU SAYING I'M FAT?! HUHHHH?
Ells: I JUST CALLED MYSELF FAT AND YOU THINK I INSULTED YOU?! =.=

***
Ells: your boyfriend is sexier than you.
Aime: REALLY? SO YOUR SAYING IM NOT SEXY? YOUR SAYING IM NOT PRETTY?
Ells: =.="
***

Ells: AIME, I NEED HELP HERE.
Aime: i dont know how to do this!
Ells: okay, ill go sit with Syah. i think she knows the answers.
Aime: ARE YOU SAYING IM NOT SMART?!
Ells: =.="

i love these parts of the School Days. its so fun! she misreads EVERYTHING I say, she thinks too much of it. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH.
truth is she misreads them cause of her own insecurities about herself. DD:
YOU SHOULDNT HAVE ANY, AIME V. YOUR GORGEOUS. :)

i can hear Aime's response to that now; stop lying to me, Ella!

but, its true. :)

***

i've lost interest in blogs. :[[

goodnight.

PS Aime, pictures up from today super soon okay? :D

PPS. Ive decided that my first son would be named Ian Spencer. and first daughter; Vivienne Nikita. :3

an update.

2009-04-09T16:42:00.003+08:00

i dont feel like blogging these days. OMG.

currently, im at Ate Marla's. Brother got locked outta the house so he's downstairs attempting to throw pebbles at Shane's place. haha.

funny.

anyway. Joel's all better now. so im happy.

and me and Niks seem to have developed a pretty big obsession with Brunei's very own Edward Cullen, Joshua Osman.

no, you little Twilight freaks, he's nota vampire. he doest shine in the sunlight. pshhh.

right? ATE MARLA DOES HE SHINE IN THE SUNLIGHT?!

Ate Marla: i dont.. know?! does he? OMG. xDD

good day.

eugh.

2009-04-06T20:23:00.010+08:00

9.51pm: update..
im chatting with the two sexiest dudes in my life.
the Eddie Chu Hariz and Joshua Osman.

Eddie's just sexy. Josh is the dazzling almost-Cullen. OMG.

***

like, i totally want to blogrant.

but like. the things i wanna blogrant about is very much inappropriate for a blog.

:X meaning, its a secret. SHHH. hahaha.

grr.

meanwhile, Happy Birthday to me. :)

pictures up soon. loves.

***

i thank the Eddie Chu because he's the only one who put my birthday in his friggin MSN nickname and he flooded my facebook with Wall comments (NOW I KNOW I CANT SIGN IN XD) . I LOVE YOUUUU EDDIE CHUUUU.

oh, and Hunnybunch for claiming that she'd take a bullet for me, as i would for her. :)

and happy advanced birthday to Mommykins and JV Bonifacio. loves.

woo-ey.

2009-04-04T07:40:00.002+08:00

i just selected two whole paragraph's of crap and pressed the Backspace key. :(

WHAT HAPPENED TO THE BLOGGER IN ME?!

-sekolah; ICDL 1st&2nd Period.

im blogging because i'm too sissy to pass up my Website Project cause SURELY, Tcher Steven's gonna find something wrong with it =.=

but oh well, Tcher Steven's coo. :) so is Miss Beth! and Tcher Jolene. annnd Miss Ong. annnnd Tcher Annie. :3

im being a suckup. HAHAHAHAH. palui.

I PINJAM-ED THE SUPERNATURAL SEASON4 FROM KUYA TADI. :)

now when Mommy's at work im going to go Winchester crazayy. woots.

baptism krg. thank God i finished my testimony in time. :)

stop rambling, Ells.

are you kidding me?!

2009-04-01T20:54:00.002+08:00

Debate challenge tomorrow; with a student audience. ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! have you not seen how weird and STUTTER-Y we were tadi? and now in front of a CLASS? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!
Mommy has Facebook? FACEBOOK?! she's going to start reading my blog soon, then Plurk's and whatever's. i know how you feel now Aive. ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!
APPARENTLY, SOME people out there think im in a lesbian relationship with Niks the Hunnybunch. this is a good are you kidding me, though. cause i WOULD go gay for this girl if i felt like it. (L) HAHAHHAHA. but still we're super SUPER SUPER bestfriends, ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!

goodnight.

be careful what you wish for.

2009-03-30T20:35:00.002+08:00

cept these. you can wish for this all you want, and there wont be any consequences.

except maybe a fat ass, but i've already got one.

***

Niks: I dare you to grab Jasmine’s butt.

-Ells Grabs Jasmine’s Butt-
Jasmine: -incredulous- ELLA, YOU JUST GRABBED THE HEADGIRLS ASS!
Ells runs into Form5.
Niks: I cant believe you just grabbed Jasmine’s butt!

Sorry, cant help it. Best moment of the day :P

***

First day of school consisted of
1. Teacher’s less than pleasant remarks about how our class got the lowest in ever known history. That’s right, not lowest in school, not lowest in subject, lowest in every single class they’ve ever taught. And trust me; some of these teachers are old.

2. Me, Shane and Gary sitting in the Office for the whole English period waiting to talk to Mr. Song about the Student Pass.

3. Being super annoying to Syah during History with the uncontrollable giggles and then being all Nigga-Wigga and giggly WITH Syah.

Ells: You’re weird.
Syah: I thought you loved me.
Ells: NOO, IM WEIRD TOO.
Syah: yeah, its cause we’re awesome.
Ells: totally. Totally, awesome.
Syah: BUMP THE FIST, NIGGAWIGGAMIGGALIGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
Ells: LIKE, WHOAAAAA NIGGZ. BUMP YO’ NIGGA’S FIST, BITCH.

-the rest is all a blur of niggaliggawigga words to me :P-

4. sitting next to a short haired Aive; resulting in no work done. Whatsoever. Instead, we moved onto painting my pinky, talking about our sleep dilemma’s (hers being voices, mine being Supernatural in my head.) and playing I Dare You To Dare Me.

Which is the reason for the title.
see, I was feeling very spontaneous
(Aime says im a spontaneous person. Yay or Nay? Cbox your opinions :D)
and I said the magic words:
Aime, I dare you to dare me something daring (but not something embarrassing)

and she ended up daring me to do something I don’t have even the fifth of the spontaneous-ity required to do. Its true, I tried scavenging for it but I came out empty-handed. Even putting together every single spontaneous little molecule from every billion or so cell in my body doesn’t sum up the exact amount needed to fulfill the dare. I told her this in a less than complicated statement and she replied

“You must try, but even trying is not enough. You cannot TRY to do it. You MUST do it. Right in front of ME. With my camera ready. So you will just get over it. ”

And knowing Vi, she wont let this go. I mean, she hardly let me off the hook for not buying her the very same camera printed tee Joel has that I found in the Factory Outlet Store in Kota Kinabalu.

***

I have to write a 2minute long testimony for my baptism on Saturday. Im not good with public speeches, and im coming up blank. Oh, goodness me.

Goodnight. Im going to try and catch Boys Over Flowers on KBSWorld that Ate Maan likes so much.

Niks and Ells attempting to grab and poke Kimmyboy.
Joel walks in and freezes.
Niks: I swear to God, it isn’t what it looks like.

horoscopes suck. cept this one.

2009-03-30T20:20:00.002+08:00

Aries are said to be aggressive, outgoing, lovable, spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny, excellent kisser, extremely adorable, loves relationships. Family is very important. Generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. ALWAYS needs to be right. Will argue to prove their point for hours.

Some of the most wonderful people in the world.

those in bold, underlined and italics is what i think is pretty dead on about myself.

V: WHY ARE YOU AN EXCELLENT KISSER AND IM ONLY A GREAT KISSER?! I DONT LIKE YOU ANYMORE ELLA.

V: psh. YOUR NOT GENEROUS AND GIVING.

Ells: well, who eats my chocolates and muffins then, cause it sure aint me.

ive seen you frown, its like looking down a barrel of a gun and it goes off.

2009-03-28T21:15:00.002+08:00

its absolutely impossible not to spend in KK, especially being that a shopping complex 2 times bigger than The Mall right in front of your Hotel and another one next to it?

i got the most gorgeous yellow pumps from there (AND A PINK LITTLE MISS GIGGLES T-SHIRT!), and i discovered that it wasnt so awesome to walk around for 3 hours in. but i loved it there, and i cant wait to get back to school. :)

***

i got this from Facebook, Hunnybunch tagged me and its so awesome that i decided to post it up the blog. :) i tag the Aime, the Laplap, the Ate Marla and everyone else.

INSTRUCTIONS :
Go to www.urbandictionary.com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then choose from the definition it gives you and write it down. I guarantee you're gonna find some pretty hilarious results. :)

(the ones in italics are the ones i think that describe me most? :P)

1) YOUR NAME :

Ella.

1. the epitome of all that is wonderful.

2. a style that involves combining strange items.

3. to dance madly and uncontrollably around often while singing loudly and offkey associated with too much sugar.

HAHAHA. i LOVE the third definition!

2) AGE : 14.

1. the age of sexual consent in CANADA.

O.O are you kidding? 14year olds can do it in Canada?!

3) ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS? : Nikita!

1) nikita is a buff girl, with good taste and a nice ass

lol. :P i liked this definition most. and BUFF is a GOOD THING.

4) WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING? : shower.

1. a gangster way to say "good"

2. a penis that doesnt grow much during an erection.

3. an excuse to cover up masturbation.

why KAN does ALL of it include masturbation or penors? O.O

5) FAVORITE COLOR? : YELLOW!
1. a racist remark about Asians.

2. that song by Coldplay.

3. to be cowardly.

4. a pretty colour.

6) FAVORITE NUMBER? : 4? (there was no 64, and ive taken a liking to number four.)

1. a number after 3 and before 5.

2. what retards use for the word 'for' and A.

7) MONTH OF YOUR BIRTHDAY? : April.
1. the fourth month of the year, and Marijuana Day is celebrated in the 20th.

ookay? xD

8) LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO? : on the phone? who wasnt a family member? le'see.

Joel? yes, its been THAT long since anyone has called. im lonely. :P

1.joel refers to a cool, intellectual person, well-liked, needed person. more important than regular people.

2. When a pimp makes all of his hos and tricks pay him just for working for him.
Jenna Jameson is Joeling Her Daddy.

LOL. HAHAHAHA.

9) ONE OF YOUR NICKNAMES : BabyGirl.

1. something a boy calls his girl when he's in love.

2. a close friend that is a girl.

***

favourite songs right now.

Tongue Tied by Faber Drive

I Melt With You by Nouvelle Vague

Come Flash All Your Ladies by The Filthy Youth

Naive by The Kooks

Im So Lonesome I Could Cry by Me First and The Gimme Gimmes

Who Needs Love? by Razorlight

Ill Be There by Me First and The Gimme Gimmes

Welcome To The Black Parade Piano Cover by My Chemical Romance.

Gotta Have You by The Weepies.

A River Flows In You by Yiruma.

Mardy Bum by Arctic Monkeys

I Think About You Everyday by A Rocket To The Moon.

my favourite being Tongue Tied. :)

ill see you soon!

bottle it up.

2009-03-22T21:33:00.005+08:00

got her ears pierced yesterday :)

mommy at background: ANOTHER ONE?! yes, Another One.

story of the location of the ear piercing

(is it even an earpiercing, seeing as.. its not on the ear itself?)

is just that Iza has one, and i think its super cool? :D

oh, and me and the Hunnybunch has been talking about getting one for a long time now.

OH! and the woman who did it said that it hurt a lot less than ear piercing on the upper earlobes which comforted me a lot. but now, im kind of squirmy seeing as im going to get an upper earlobe next.. uhoh.

***

so..

i think i turned Mommykins into a Twilight freak. :O i know right, like OMG. from the first time she watched it like.. two days ago with me, she's been watching it
a) whenever she gets really bored and has nothing to do.
b) before she goes to bed.
c) when she wakes up.
and well. this is the MOVIE. she hasnt read the book, which is.. lets face it.. a lot awesome-er.
is going to the Mall with Niks, Ate Marla and others who arent confirmed yet? on Tuesday. ohwell, at least the Hunnybunch gets to meet the Awesome Ate diba? :) going to get ears pierced (me and Niks.. and Ate Marla.. i think. HAHAHAH. naw, probably not. but you never know xD).
the last Baptismal Class on Tuesday night at the center! this is a pretty big deal, okay. this is where PTL tells us how to breathe under water, what to wear and stuff. its gonna be at Uncle David's place :) not the YF David, the other David. who wantsta come? :D
im going to KK for three days on Thursday, i comeback Friday. the worst thing about this? both flights are at 8am, and seeing as we gots to be there TWO HOURS early, 6am. grr.
schoooooooooooooool on Monday.
and actual Baptism on April4th. hurray. :) two days before..
the birthday. April6th. im still trying to figure out what im gonna do abouddit.
my PC wont let me use Windows Live, so i use Meebo now. hurray.

goodnight, gorjuz and gorjuzzes.

P.S. Aime made me pretty. :) check out her blog for pictures. very pretty pictures in my minnie mouse pambahay pajama that she photoshopped, but still pretty. GO, GO, GO.

in a rocket to the moon i am.

2009-03-20T20:38:00.003+08:00

You can say that you dont miss me,

I think about you everyday.

-I Think About You Everyday by A Rocket To The Moon.

***

oh darling,

who needs joy?

who needs a perfect girl or boy?

and who needs to draw that person near,

not i.

because they always disappear.

-Who Needs Love by Razorlight.

***

no amount of coffee,

no amount of crying,

no amount of whisky,

no amount of wine

no, no, no, no, no

nothing else will do,

i gotta have you, i gott have you.

-Gotta Have You by the Weepies.

Ells really really likes Rich Girl by The Virgins,

Naive by the Kooks, Come Flash All Your Ladies by The Filthy Youth (:

all Indie. or as i like to call it RachelWouldLikeThis cause these are the stuff Rachel Wong's into.

(her blog's listed in my blogroll)

try and spot the similarities :)

why dont iPods have bluetooth so she can send me some more? grr.

goodnight.

update.

2009-03-20T20:01:00.002+08:00

before anything, i dont think anybody knows how absolutely forgetful i am.

it wasnt so bad last time, last time i had the "Display Note As Wallpaper" in my phone to remind me. now, nothing. so i rely on the blog. (:

Daddy owes me $10.50 for dindin.

Mommy owes me 12.. okay, no 13? 14? whatever dollars.

how long's it been? im too lazy to do the count. its been long, and the School Holidays are upon us.

i need to keep myself occupied or else, i will get fat. and max out Daddy's credit card on Doritos and Kisses alone. and get fat, oh i already said that.

i mean, yesterday i spent the day watching Monsters Inc on Disney Channel in the morning, and then rewatching Gossip Girl for the fifth time. and then last night i went to bed at 9, stared at the ceiling till 11 and drifted off to sleepyland. i need a life, people.

how were assesments? i got back Geo and Maths, which i didnt do so good. i disregard my Maths results (hopefully Mommy will too) seeing as everybody in class failed (except one, but she got a 20/40 so..) and it drove me to tears in the Girls room. really, ask Ate Mar. not about the results. about knowing how bad i did 10minutes after taking the exams. rough.

the rest is up to how much mercy God has for my sinful soul.

speaking of God, Baptism at April4th at Uncle David's place (: Grace is adorable. im sorry, that was irrelevant. im getting baptized, wootwootwoot.

speaking of April, someone's birthday is coming sooooooooooon :D actually, a lot of someones. the hardest time for Daddy, seeing as both me and Mommy's birthdays are on April (and also, my birthday happens to be the day before hers!). i want presents :3

oh. i am having the most bizarre mood swings. and, im getting so emotional that i find myself often crying when i watch a happy ending, which i NEVER do. help?

is that everything? oh, right. pictures.

gaaaaaaaah, fugger. just check out my Facebook, willya.

goodnight, people.

dressup.

2009-03-13T21:26:00.003+08:00

have you ever sneaked into your Mommy's closet, stole some of the tops you thought was pretty and locked yourself in your room along with some of her old handbags, jewelry and shoes?

well, thats what i did this afternoon :3

and most were too big, and looked really funny on a little girl like me but there was this one long, black, velvety peasant skirt she had that had sequins and was super pretty. i hitched it upto my armpits, put my hair down and tied a belt around the waist and this was the end result

which i fell in love with, instantly :)

***

but Ells misses the Hunnybunch and the Other Half, and worries that the Gorgeous wont talk to her anymore bukas cause Ells forgot to give her back her Maths Classwork and Homework notebook and we're having Maths exams bukas :S uhoh.

would you be pissed? i would be really pissed. :/

anyway,

goodnight. :)

P.S. Niks, the material for the dress-skirt thingy is super pretty :) you cant see, but its a flowery velvet lace thing.

WereBunnies Unite? :D

2009-03-11T21:08:00.003+08:00

just for the record,

I Like My New Bunny Suit, When I Wear It I Feel Cute - Kimya Dawson +

Hunger +

my dislike of carrots +

our attempt to be adorable without Jacob Black gobbling us up

is equal to.....

Were Bunnies!

we're friggin epic, man.

***

im back (:

well, not permanently. im still holding on for dear life on NetKad. which sucks, big time? i mean, i cant even sign into Windows Live anymore! which pisses me off (and probably pisses the people who've been wanting to fill me in their LoveFest Saga for months now but cant cause im never online A/N: Sorry Chuck. )

anyway, Assesment 1's bukas. Geography and Bahasa Melayu for us Form4Aers.

im still a bit weirded out to have a super major exam/test so early in the year. PDSers didnt have Assesments, just monthly tests? yerr.

anyway, im going to pray for dear life to get more than a 30 in my Bahasa Melayu Assesments. im really, really sorry but im trying my best here.

***

American Idol has really really been keeping me occupied. other than that, the only thing i have to do at night is dinner, TV, homework, and sleep. which really sucks? yerr.

last night i went to bed at around 9.30, and was really really pissed off when Joel called me at around 11.45 to tell me he had a book of mine. if he did that before, iw ould've answered. and now, i get really pissed off and answer in mumbles and moans which would probably piss the caller off.

***

holy mother of crap, im rambling.

oohey, i have a billion pictures from the Church Outing at Muara on Monday, but thanks a lot to my really really sucky connection i wont be able to post them up? ill give them to Niks or Aime and they'll do it soon i hope? but Uncle Chai took loads of pictures too, so check out his blog and/or Facebook for pictures :) twas funnnnnnnn.

oh, something else that's been really really annoying to me? and V (Aime; its a thing. i call her V, she calls me JB.) too has been annoyed. cause kan, we've been planning her to shoot me since God knows how long already, and crap just keeps getting in the way. it started with her phone being stolen, me being really really sick, starts raining, bla, bla, bla. and now, assesments.

but we're definitely (?) doing it during the holidays, before i head to Malaysia for two days. its the least i could do when she scribbled "Go to Aime's House" for the whole holiday week in my handbook. is my partner in pictures tagging along too? yes, i've a partner in photos :D

***

okay, i really really am rambling im sorry okay?

all i can say now is..

pictures soon, and Adam Lambert is awesome. :)

oh, and someone get me Im In Love by Maria Mena.

no, the whole Maria Mena album? kay, babye.

Lucky, Lucky, Lucky Andy [Boobs]

2009-03-06T21:16:00.004+08:00

take note people, this was written at around 6pm today.

Today was super duper awesome. :D

fridays rock, rock, rock. heh.

despite crying my eyes out before Drama Club from watching Mom at Sixteen on Hallmark.

so when i got to school, i hung out with Niks, Joel, Kuya Ivan, the Andy&Aime in the Form5B room. which was really super fun because we got a closer look into the most adorable but dysfunctional couple that is Andy&Aime, Joel attempting to carry me threshold-style to the Parish Hall but gave up quickly and Andy carrying me and throwing me against Aime to show Joel how its like for a girl to rub bodies with another girl. RIIIGHT. xD i think that was the second best thing that happened today? :D

When we got to the Parish Hall, we practised a scene till Annie came with the shirts and this resulted in two 17 and 16 dudes shirtless in the Hall amongst a crowd of, mostly Form1-3 girls. and Sar, Iza, Aime, Niks and Me. :P

After that, for some reason, we were REALLY REAAAAAAAAAALLY high. so we rehearsed the whole play in a really retarded and crazy way, which will end up in Niks Facebook videos soon. HAHA. trust me, we were HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGH.

and then after going to Tamu to have lunch, Kuya Ivan, Niks and Aive came home with me and the Girlies and me played dressup! and took loads of pictures. much to Kuya Ivan's disadvantage (REALLY?!) we played dressup like, right in front of the dude. meaning shirts coming off, attempts to hide cleavage annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd bra straps showing. xD i dont think the dude could take it, he left 10minutes into the dressup thing to play Guitar Hero. :P

( THIS ENTIRE SECTION HAS BEEN REMOVED BY NIKITA RAMCHANDANI AND HAS BEEN PUT INTO A LOCKER WHICH DOESN'T HAVE A KEY. (A) Srsly, if anyone finds out it was us, WE'RE DEADDDDDDDDDD. So yeah. )

oh, try and figure out the title duuude! ANDY. LUCKY, LUCKY, LUUUUUUUUUUUCKY YOU.

Aime dances like, like.. WHOAAAAAAAAAA and.. well, Best Boobage Ever. EVER. xD not even kidding.

night night.

PS im suffering from American Idol fever, and i was so happy Tatiana didnt make it into the Top 12. :D

and even happier when they opened up the Top12 to a Top13 for Anoop. :D today was a happy day. :)

g'day. oh, ONE PICTURE, twas the prettiest taken today? despite my hair being the biggest mess.

aime, pictures bukas? loves.

ells yawns

2009-02-28T23:25:00.001+08:00

exhausted, Fun and Fellowship at YF.

i confessed my love to a billion people, and none of them loved me back. resulting in me doing the most embarassing catwalk of my life? heh. :P

why you blogging woman?

your Student Handbook is a headache to look at, homework this, classwork that.

-dies.

goodnight.

Hey, Friday. :)

2009-02-27T21:36:00.003+08:00

today was a good day. :)

why?

just caaaaaaaaaause.

i love love love the retro sunglasses i borrowed from Chaddy. :)

and of course, i love love love Daddy Kimmy.

Kimmy and Jol piggybacked me today, and i was happy because they said i was really really reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally light :D

the Hunnybunch, the Other Half, the Blondie Awesome Ass Teacher and the Baby Girl :heaaaaaaart:

the Other Half, the Baby Girl and the Hunnybunch. :)

we're a buncha banana's. the two very yellow looking Joel and Ella.

(sidenote: Joel, remember you promised me your shirt tomorrow for a week :D)

the best ride i've ever been on? okay, that sounds wrong. :P its just one of those things where you have no idea what would happen, where everything could go wrong and your splat on the ground in a second but turns out to ALWAYS be the best thing you've done that day :)

for you clueless ones, thats Joel on the skateboard while piggyback-ing me. heh.

PRETTY SCOOOOOOOOBY. his eyes are blue.

Steven and Joel.

Steven was wearing the lowest V-neck on a dude ive ever seen, maaaan.

Kimmy with the 400dollar sunglasses of Teacher Jolene and those braces i love kacau-ing! he's known as Andy to everyone else, and if anyone else calls him Kimmy, i think he will rip your head off. see, im special. :D

-Ells, Kient and Niks walks into Ole Cafe and sits down with T. Jolene, Iza and T. Jason-

Ells: TCHER, LOOK. IVE SEX HAIR. -refers to messy hair-

***

Aime: COME, WATCH TITANIC!

Niks: is it the ending already? thats the climax of the movie.

Iza: Ells just said 'Sex', and Niks just went 'Climax.' KEEP EM COMING, PEOPLE.

T. Jolene: on the phone Dad, im coming home. just so you know, i have two rugrats coming with me.

T. Jolene's Dad: you cant bring them or keep them home.

T. Jolene: what? why not? oh. OHHHHH. diffrent kind of rugrats, dad. not cats. the two legged kind, not the four legged ones your talking about.

today, i went to Drama Club and went all camwhory with the girls and dudes. hurray!

then went to Seri QLap with the T. Jolene and T. Jason, Niks, Kienthly, Iza, Steven, Aime and Andy.

the high prices caused most of us kiddies to retreat to good ol' Jollibee. :P

then me and Niks jumped into T. Jolene's car and went to her place to play dress up, LITERALLY PLAY DRESS UP as in grab something we like from Teacher Jolene's closet and put it on. and then we raided her bookcase (she lent me He's Just Not That Into You by Greg Behrendt, Its Called A Breakup Cause Its Broken by Greg Behrendt and an Anne Rice vampire-romance novel :D), looked through her old artwork which were pretty awesome and played with her tabby and ADORABLY PLAYFUL kitty whom she named Scooby. :)

oh and the best part about today?

you werent there for me to be really really really uncomfortable around. hurray :)

goodnight, readers!

you make me feel like..

2009-02-26T20:35:00.001+08:00

tearing my own head off, because its too uncomfortable around you.

and you know, your.. ALWAYS there for goodness sake.

go away, leave me alone. please?

oh, dear mother of all that is merciful (updated)

2009-02-24T20:51:00.003+08:00

is it just me, or..

did someone just ask, no GUARANTEED me be his girlfriend?

y'know. after his girlfriend finds out about me and breaks it off with him.

uhoh. i hear a bitch slap in the making. and its directed towards me. god, save the queen.

P.S. i just heard the rumour mill is working round and round in school again. and its about me. wonderful.

oh, did i mention one of my closest friends is pissed at me?

and im (well, pretty much the entire world really?) pissed at one of my best friends?

can this day get any worse?

slumdog millionaire

2009-02-22T21:36:00.002+08:00

i just finished watching..

the verdict is:

it was fucking amazing? :)

i think it deserves every single awards and nominations it got. click on the link for every single nomination/award its won. its a looooooooong page. xD

its pretty much about this kid from the Slums of India, whose on the verge of winning 20 million rupees in the show Who Wants to Be A Millionaire? when at the end of the show, he gets arrested in suspicion of cheating. i mean, how much can a boy from the slums know?

and from there, he just explains how he knows every single answer to the question. its his life in the slums, how poor he was and everything. and how, yes, he did not cheat.

you dont need to be a genius to know the answers to the question.

movie buffs, i recommend.

goodnight, readers.

the song of the now.

2009-02-21T21:15:00.001+08:00

Taylor Swift

Picture To Burn.

State the obvious, I didn't get my perfect fantasy
I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me
So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy
That's fine I'll tell mine you're gay
And by the way...

[Chorus:]

I hate that stupid old pickup truck
You never let me drive
You're a redneck heartbreak
Who's really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
As far as I'm concerned you're
Just another picture to burn

There's no time for tears,
I'm just sitting here planning my revenge
There's nothing stopping me
From going out with all of your best friends
And if you come around saying sorry to me
My daddy's gonna show you how sorry you'll be

[Repeat Chorus]

If you're missing me,
You'd better keep it to yourself
Cause coming back around here
Would be bad for your health...

I hate that stupid old pickup truck
You never let me drive
You're a redneck heartbreak
Who's really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
In case you haven't heard,
I really really hate that..

[Repeat Chorus]

Burn, burn, burn, baby, burn
You're just another picture to burn
Baby, burn...

i havent been online in awhile? heh. :P

awesome song from Taylor S. my favourite of the now. first one ive heard from her thats really upbeat and fun, the rest were really lovey and slow. i clap. :)

ill update on something that makes sense later? :P

g'night gorjezzezzz.

testosterone to the brim.

2009-02-18T15:06:00.002+08:00

im sitting here, locked up in my room trying to decide what to wear for the Mall later on.

yes, im changing this soon cause im going over to Ate's then we're going straight to the old Centre to be picked up by Rachel. :)

anyway, outside my brother has like.. 5 friends over? i have never heard my brother so noisy man. and the dude hasnt even hit puberty yet for goodness sakes. it makes me wonder how much testosterone the boy would have when he's like.. 14. hmmmm.

***

Ells hugs Eddie.

Ells: OMG, YOU'VE GROWN TALLER. AND MY BOOBS HAVE GONE BIGGER. HAHAHAHAH!

Eddie: OH MY GOD, I THOUGHT YOU'D NEVER LET ME MENTION YOUR BOOBS. YES, THEIR HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE NOW.

Aime: is that supposed to be a compliment?

Ells: from Eddie, it is a DAAAAAAARN good compliment.

HAHAHAHHAHA. i fall in love with the dude all over again every single time i see him.

im gonna go dress up now. its no good sitting in front of the PC in your bra and knickers when someone's expecting you. not that you really had to know that. HAAAAAAAAAH.

loves.

today was a good day.

2009-02-16T22:36:00.002+08:00

despite the tears and sweat put into the day to make it that way. haha.

today, i followed along the National Day practise. a girl can only take so much of the library and books (this, coming from me? like, whoa.)

and i was not alone! cause, kan. Yan Mei sprained her ankle, or something. heh. tapi, it was sweaty man. like, honestly.

the bus ride to the stadium, i spent it singing along to We The Kings songs with Lafus (it was sad, just the two of us singing our lungs out. heh.)

when i got there, i searched for the PDSers. whom i found. Chels and Aikks almost squeezed my kidney's to burst, by the way. and Eddie, i think, was the most surprised of all. with that Eddie-esque surprised face and then it switched to pure joy next. bah, i missed you all la.

after that, well. lets just say the aerial view of the N'tional day practise was pretty cool. but come on, a 19minute song? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!

after that, a replay of what happened with Fus tadi and then we're in school.

which was spent tryna hide from Teacher Hamirul with Aime by girltalking with Tcher Jolene and hanging out with Kienthly di luar.

***

went home, started on my chores when Joel called me up saying Kienthly wanted to visit ate Maan's. so i told both of them to come over to my place cause Joel only knows my place and ill bring em to her place. they did, like.. 10minutes earlier? Kient was very respect-y, but there was Joel raiding my fridge, turning my PC on. i had to bring em to Ate's soon or.. yeah. :P

we had fun at Ate's, thats all i can say. xDD LOADSA FUNNNNNNN. hahaha.

goodnight now.

WHOOOOOP.

2009-02-15T21:36:00.002+08:00

there was a Jacob Black vs. Edward Cullen debate tadi, cept instead of really smart kids in blazers, picture 15yearold girls in jeans and girly tops screaming about it and at one point, nearly strangled the other.

i was a Pro Jacob of course.

***

pictures up on FB, most of em.

going out on Wednesday to go watch Pink Panther with the Girlies (being Maan, Karis, Jo Yee, Rachel, Weng Jin and Jo Yee) at 5pm. WOOOP, i havent been out in a long time.

i love you all, goodnight.

I LOVE NIKITA ASHOK RAMCHANDANI. :D

just felt like screaming to the world? xDD

i wish you were a stranger i could disengage.

2009-02-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

im was fully relying on a 5dollar NetKad to give me enough time to blog, bloghop (especially to Aive's blog; seeing as she's suck a photography freak xDD), update Facebook status and if there's time.. upload photo's on Facebook and/or blog.

but i got sidetracked when i realized the huge pile left in my Cbox to be replied to by Hunnybunch, Audrey, and (believe it or not?) Sy from wheelturninghamsterdead.com :D woot!

but even so, im supposed to be off the PC by 10.45, seeing as i have baptism classes at 9am tomorrow. eep. ohwell, i FULLY FULLY FULLY intend on being in bed by 11.

***

valentines day this year was more hyped up than last year, but it wasnt as.. special? for me as last year was? yerr.

especially with EVERY SINGLE STUDENT in the MY bloody class went off to Padang for the National Day practise. even Dilly was absent today! so i had to stay in the library. all alone. well, not technically. i mean, i had Nancy Drew with me the whole time. but really, from 7.45am to 9.30am in the freezing ass library with a book to keep me company? on valentines day? isnt that the tiniest bit pathetic?

when Glynnese (WHOSE NAME I DONT KNOW HOW TO SPELL, OH NO?!) came in i figured it was break time already so i went out (not before giving the most adorable Primary6 in the world a hug first, its the least i could do. the girl calls me SkinnyGirl y'know. WOOP.) to find a whole box of roses there, and Niks having a stress attack with people crowding here, Ivan, Marr and Jas by her side. first, i went with Kimmy to go fix Aime's surprise Valentines gift, ann'en i sat with Jol and talked to him for a bit. after that, i hung around Hunnybunch and her roses, i took the two roses i bought; one for Niks the Hunnybunch and one for Aime the Other Half :3. what made me happy was, even after break time bell rang they were still there waiting for the rest of the Form4's to get back but then they were worried the roses would get dry so i went with them to their class (i swear, i spend a hella lotta time in f5b) and there we camwhored (AHELLALOT), and just had fun. till their Eng teacher came along, so i ran back to the library to finish my Nancy Drew. :D

thank Goodness when i went out to get a drink, Miss Jolene and Annie were getting measurements for the Drama Club costumes, so i had something to do. and directly after that, the Form4's got back. WOOOT.

my mood was very much dampened, though, when the guy i liked (i mentioned him last post kan?) told me he liked this other girl. and then the guy i liked (not the same one) pretty much made it clear he liked this other girl. OH, the worst part was.. i got ONE rose (okay, so last year i only got ONE too but shaddap will you) from Shane (or Shaen as Aime says so) which was REALLY REALLY REALLY sweet seeing as i didnt get any from ANYONE today. and guess what? it got stolen. it bloody got stolen, it was taken away. whatever. it pissed me off. cause it was super sweet, and.. it was gone. :(

but i see this as my mistake cause kan, directly after Shaen got back i told him to go see Niks about the 2 roses he bought. i knew one was for Aive, the other antah who. so it pretty much kinda surprised me when Niks yelled "SHAEN, HERE'S YOUR ROSES" and he yelled back "OKAY, GIVE ONE TO AIME AND ONE TO IBALLA (he calls me Iballa! :D)" and i didnt think i heard right, so i was all wha? and he said that he bought one for me, and one for Aime and he asked if i wanted some more. i shook my head. :P tapi, i didnt get it from him so he gave it to Yeo Yi Ping to give to me and Vi, but it disappeared. O.O

tell you the truth though, the guy was more upset about the roses being lost than me. so can you imagine that? i mean, ask Aime how depressed i was about that.

oh, congratulations to Shaen and his new girl (i dont know your name, sorry :P) who he produced a HUUUUGE pile of bouquet for and he went "will you be my girlfriend" and she was all "YESS". hahah, sweet lah, that boy. :P

***

i think i overdid my blogpost. its 10.55pm now, ive literally 5 minutes. no uploading pictures then, sigh. i hope this Internet thingamangawhatsit gets sorted out super soon. im finding it very difficult to fill my 8pm-11.30pm empty space of time.

and of course, how else will i keep in constant contact with Hunnybunch?! HOW?!!

haha. pictures up when my Internet gets fixed yes? dont murder me people. hah. ATE MARR, MY PENDRIVE ON MONDAY. :D ALL THE PICTURES AH. XD

HAPPY VALENTINES, READERS!

lovie, Ells.

P.S. about the title. it refers to a lovehate (LITERALLY LOVEHATE) thing going on between me and.. well, yeah.

loooooooooonely. haha.

2009-02-12T08:50:00.002+08:00

it is 2009, and our world has developed into a world where you feel extremely lonely and sad when your computer does not connect to the internet. :(

see, cause up till now ive been using the Brunet account of my Dad in his office. the thing is, he's moved from that Office to the one in Kiulap. and i was still using that Brunet Account. and suddenly, it died down. meaning, nobody pays for it anymore. and we cant exactly go and pay for it seeing as its not registered in our name. so yeah.

so i now fully depend on ICDL classes for me to blog/facebook and whatever. and that is if i finished copying my notes early, or doing my tests early or anything like that. and i have like, 3 periods of ICDL per week. which i find saddening because of my daily schedule of 8pm-11.30pm Internet sessions.

so enough ranting about my internet deprivation.
seeing as everyone, yes EVERYONE has National Day practises from like, 8am to 11am, i have no reason to go to school except that my Form5 lovies dont go to National Day and attendance is being taken. yes, the things i do for my Form5's. well really, for t hat one person; Hunnybunch. no, i did not get a boyfriend or whomever. Hunnybunch is known as Niks to you all.

whose you know, an awesomeass chickita. HAHAHA.

thank God, i have Dillyfer here with me or else i would die.
speaking of dying, i feel like my fingers are going to freeze and fall off. i think ive mentioned a few times how cold they keep the computer lab here. uhohhh.

Valentines day is on Saturday, and apparently their continuing their 8am-11am practises at Padang, so V-Day is pretty much well. UnValentines-like.
though i will be forever grateful to Aime V for getting people (that i dont really know) to get me roses. HAHAHA. xDD

OH. thanks to the forever nagging of Teacher Eugene and Victoria, my hair is now.. Jet Black. which is very saddening for me, seeing as i look better with my almost-red hair. -cries. haha!

i forgot what i was to blog about. hohum.

so, theres this guy. period, i am not gonna guyrant about him. well, really ive already guyranted him out to the Hunnybunch. no, its not an (The; i should say :S) Ex Boyfriend. its just some guy. HAHAH. right. anyway. before i g ive off too much.

im gonna go now before my fingers turn blue and fall off. we have approximately 15 minutes to Break Time, which i will be seeing the Hunnybunch again. i donno what am i g onna do when she's at MD next year.

good.. morning? oh dear.

lonely at Valentines? yep, looks like it.

2009-02-10T21:00:00.002+08:00

i feel lonely and left out. and Valentines is this Saturday. greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeat.

meanwhile, this guy cracks me up. :) about the only thing that made me smile today, cept y'know watching that Fall Out Boy concert DVD for like, the fiftieth time? yeah, whatever.

Dear Sy: My “hamster is unable to pass wind ”
Uncle Sy Says: You sniff your hamsters farts on a regular basis or you just like the sound of them? What one is it? Look, you can get these tiny whoopee cushions which when the hamster sits down, will make the noise. If it is the smell you like, I suggest smearing your body in out of date sardines which have been left in the sun for 3 days. People will want to be you and smell like you. It’s a winner my friend!

Dear Sy: “is cheese spiritual”
Uncle Sy Says: Yup. I am Lord Cheeso of the planet Cheezine. Kneel before me freaks. Smell my cheese! Taste my cheese! YOU ALL WANY MY CHEEEEESE!

Dear Sy: “my hamster has a weird lump on his chin”
Uncle Sy Says: I’ve got two legs and a hairy chest. What makes you think your hamster is so special? Huh? Yeah I thought so.

***

I go to thinking how much the lack of tea would hurt my Mum. The woman’s bladder is never below 3 gallons of the stuff. My childhood memories were of Mum and a cup of tea. That is the extent of my memories. Yeah, there were times we were on a roller coaster and stuff, but she always had tea in her hands. “Mum, I just lost a hand!” “Lets have a nice cup of tea and have a look shall we”. It was her answer to everything. “Mum, can I make you a cup of tea?” “Lets have a cup of tea and decide shall we!”

***

my wife came up with an idea to stop our daughter having as many night feeds as she is having.
“I just put her on my breast for 5 minutes and it soothes her!” my wife told me cheerfully. (I felt loathsome that my daughter gets to play with the promised land and I don’t)
“Are you saying to me that I should attach our baby to my manbreast to help her sleep?” I replied.
She happily replied with “Well it will only be for 5 minutes, and once you get over the initial weird feeling, it is completely natural!”
“OK, let me clarify here. You are saying I should let my daughter suck on my nipple in the name of her going back to sleep??????????” I replied with a confused and worried voice.
“Yeah!” She said. Again, chirpily and starting to really freak me out.

***

Finish This Statement. “If I Had A Lot Of Money I’d…”
buy myself a nice black off the shoulder number, get fake breasts and change my name to Susan.
Do You Sleep With A Stuffed Animal?
Did you just call my wife a stuffed animal?
Over Easy Or Sunny Side Up?
Boiled. With soldiers. I mean the bread ones, and not some dude in fatigues saying “Eat the egg NOW!” in a shouty voice while holding a gun.

apologies, i feel like i've over-quoted Sy. xD yerr, the same dude from wheelturninghamsterdead.com; he's funny kasi.

good.. night? yerr, thats it.

sy @ wheelturninghamsterdead.com

2009-02-08T21:58:00.003+08:00

"Which is about as useful as clamping crocodile clips to your testicles and speaking with a Swedish accent. Yeah in theory it sounds good…but where is it going to get you really?"

***

I think my cat may have a drug problem. It started a while ago when her behaviour changed which was followed by money missing from my wallet. At first I thought it must have been my wife stealing the money because…well…when is the last time you saw a cat spending money? Yeah exactly.
***
“While you are out, can you get some Christmas wrapping paper?”. Except that I wasn’t really listening because I am a man. Instead of wrapping paper, I bought Christmas crapping paper…which apparently is great for wiping your arse, but not so good for wrapping a present. I don’t know why though…it was 2 ply! And if my present to my wife was the gift of going to the toilet on a very regular basis…which it was as I cooked dinner…I don’t really see what the problem was! But either way, I screwed up.

im in love with the guy. or at least, his humor. i thank Hunnybunch for introducing him to me. :)

www.wheelturninghamsterdead.com

hey there, stranger.

2009-02-08T12:40:00.003+08:00

Brother says im getting boring; apparently your a boring person if you..

go to bed before midnight.
feel sleepy before midnight.
spend more time on homework and writing notes than you do in front of the television.
listening to music on your stereo with a volume less than 10 (when it can very well go over 20).
hardly spend enough time texting friends (not my fault, my phone's rosak. i have a sucky PDA phone that doesnt play music. ew.)
favourite songs are from Taylor Swift and David Archuleta (well, excuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuse me.)
spend twenty minutes online, then hastily clicks the Appear Offline button.

does that make me boring? i still like to talk, talk, talk :3

i've been such a busy bee lately. and it seems that i will be for quite a few more weeks. my to-do list is overflowing with books to buy, stuff to pay for, notes to copy, homework to do, classwork to finish, lines to memorize, Devotional Material to do, places to be, extra curricular activities to go to and of course a 5 foot long list of stuff to worry about. (half of that list comes up under the same subject, but im not discussing that or else ill end up crying).

thank goodness im not in the National Day dance, then that'll add like 10 more issues to my 5 foot long list of stuff to worry about. and i'd pass out soon after.

dont get me wrong, im not complaining about the work or anything. if anything, im extremely grateful for having something to fill my days unlike last time when all i did was TV, TV and oh yeah, food. im grateful i have friends along with those things to do, or else i would be lonely. ive never done any good being alone.

but well, im still the same person. i still talk too much about boy[s] with Ate Maan. i still love Fall Out Boy. i still have a thing for bright colours. i still love shopping with the Mommy and spending time with the Daddy (i spent the morning with Daddy, and Daddy only today. :3) and everything else. ive just changed my living habits a bit, but i dont care cause it suits my personality better now.

im happy i have work to do, im happy i have friends to talk to, im happy i have the best friends in the entire world, im happy i can still cry, im extremely ecstatic and grateful that i finally answered the question of 'When did you come to accept the Lord Jesus Christ as your Lord and Saviour?' and im happy im trying harder with my studies. and of course, im happy that i have come to realize that yes, i have accepted Jesus Christ into my life.

oh, i forgot one more thing. im happy that the song Its Not Over by Secondhand Serenade was written. it gives me the sense that im not the only person in the world to feel this way.

***

Ella's wishlist:

Yellow iPod Nano (some things never change :p)
my pretty purple phone back, without the malfunctions thank you very much. (or you know, a new phone? :p)
to get baptized (well, that's what the baptism classes are for now isnt it Ella?)
my own Bible.
to spend more time in Youth and with other Youths.
new clothes!
Gossip Girl!
books, books, books :3
some good chick flicks to come out, please?
to do better in my studies.
to know more about Jesus Christ and the Bible.

haaaaaaah, im turning into a big religious nut. xD

***

Valentines Day's next week, some cant wait, some think its come at the most unfortunate time (good luck with ____ Ate.)

St George's is selling roses, cards and chocolate. Niks is selling them, i'd be very happy indeed if you went and bought some from her. (especially if its for me! hahahaha) :)

you dont need to be IN LOOOOOOOOOVE to have a Valentine, see me? im buying two roses for Niks and Aims. Niks is getting like, ten chocolates for all her besties, Mar is getting two roses for Niks and Jas, and so on. as long as you've got someone you love, your all covered. :3

im grateful i know im getting SOMETHING for V-Day. HAHA!

good day, readers. (whats left of you)

oh, the drama

2009-02-06T21:29:00.002+08:00

i'm falling apart, i'm falling apart

dont say this wont last forever

i hate how accurate this song is, particularly this verse. so i decided putting the whole verse in was too much information.

***

after hours (3, exactly) of Drama Club, i've been cast as Jill. (after playing as peasants with two lines the whole play for the 3 hours.) no, we're not doing Jack and Jill.

parts have been cast, practise starts next week.

goodnight.

P.S.

2009-02-05T16:36:00.002+08:00

apparently the end of What A Catch, Donnie is sang by..

* Elvis Costello - 'i will never end up like him, behind my back i already am...'

* Gabe Saporta (Cobra Starship)- 'where is your boy tonight, i hope he is a gentleman..'

* Travis McCoy (Gym Class Heroes)- 'we're going down, down in an earlier round..'

* Brendon Urie (Panic At The Disco)- 'dance, dance..'
* Doug Does - 'this aint a scene, its a goddamn arms race..'
* Alex DeLeon (The Cab) - 'one night and one more time..'
* William Beckett (The Academy Is..)- 'growing up, growing up..'

are you kidding me? singers from every awesome band Pete Wentz has produced and discovered?

thats fucking amazing. this is epic.

the SONG is epic. its beyond words.

(well duh, everybody knows i hardly say the f-word in my blog)

why, why, why wont the world revolve around me?

2009-02-05T15:49:00.003+08:00

ive got troubled thoughts and a self esteem to match,

what a catch, oh, what a catch.

***

im absolutely in love with this song. like, love love love. no, like.. love love love love love.

which i know is sort of stupid,

being as my last blog post was of lyrics of how much i love love loved the last song i, well, love love loved.

but this one is good. mind blowing, even. to me, maybe.

What A Catch, Donnie

by Fall Out Boy.

listen to the song yourself. Patrick Stump sounds phenomenal, and i love in the end where they go like..

Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman
Maybe he won't find out what I know
You were the last good thing
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And sugar, we're goin' down swinging
Dance, dance, we're falling apart to halftime
Dance, dance, and these are the lives you'd love to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me
This ain't a scene, it's a goddamn arms race
This ain't a scene, it's a goddamn arms race
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you, only sweeter
Growing up, growing up

which is a part from every single song i ever love-love-loved from them. :D

like, how the first parts from Where Is Your Boy Tonight and then the second part's Sugar, We're Going Down and then Dance, Dance and This Aint A Scene, Its A Goddamn Arms Race. after that, there's Thnks Fr Th Mmrs.

sadly, this part of the song was only mumbled in the background but if you strain your ears, you'll definitely hear. :D

***

today was a GOOD day. :)

***

backspaces the whole three paragraphs she's typed up about her day.

i miss Charles Bass. terribly.

and Nathaniel Archibald.

and Daniel Humphrey.

terribly, terribly, terribly, terribly, terribly.

-cries.

(sucks to you if you think im just trying to sound more dramatic when i say -cries-)

Forever And Always.

2009-02-04T21:51:00.003+08:00

its been in my head for so long now. Imeem it! NAOOOO. :D

Forever And Always

Taylor Swift

Once upon a time I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye

We caught onto something, I hold on to the night

You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me

Were you just kidding cause it seems to me

This thing is breaking down we almost never speak

I don’t feel welcome anymore, baby what happened please tell me

Cause one second it was perfect and now you’re half way out the door

[Chorus]

And I stare at the phone and he still hasn’t called

And you feel so low you can’t feel nothin at all

And you flash back to when he said forever and always

Ohh ohhh

And it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong

It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone

Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line did I say something way too honest

That made you run and hide like a scared little boy

I looked into your eyes; thought I knew you for a minute

now I’m not so sure

So here’s to everything coming down to nothing

Here’s to silence that cuts me to the core

Where is this going, thought I knew for a minute

but I don’t anymore

[Chorus]

And I stare at the phone and he still hasn’t called

And you feel so low you can’t feel nothin at all

And you flash back to when he said forever and always

Ohh ohhh

And it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong

It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone

Cause I was there when you said forever and always

You didn’t mean it baby, I don’t think so

Ohhh ohhhh

Oh back up, baby back up, did you forget everything

back up, baby back up, did you forget everything

goodnight gor-juzz people.

never ever

2009-02-03T15:54:00.005+08:00

cupcakes.

Ells is hungry. :3

Ella's favourite song right now:

Forever and Always by Taylor Swift.

did you know this was the last minute song she wrote to put into her album when Joe Jonas broke up with her through that 26 second phone call? :O

i spent half the school day in the classroom for Physics and English. i couldn't diffrentiate between Physics and Chemistry, so i had to repeatedly ask a very annoyed Aime if we were in Physics or Chemistry. =.= more and more of a goldfish everyday, eh.

Aime likes this guy, you know Aime she's a sweetheart she likes everything :3, his name's Sean or Shawn (i dunno how to spell :P) whose new. he's from KL. i nominate him for the title of 'the nicest guy i've ever met'. :D ANNND, he says 'pardon?' hahah! its adorable. xD

the other half was spent with Dilly in the library, because we were both late so we couldn't join the National Day thingy. we spent two hours reading chick books (YES, OUR LIBRARY HAS CHICK BOOKS. :O) and chatting about everything. :p

the school library

(which is freezing-ass cold by the way and is way bigger than pictures show. this is only like, the end of the library.)

***

Ells: you know i've seen a crocodile before!

Aime: yeah, ive seen a teddy bear before too.

Ells thinks: is she being sarcastic with me?

Aime: it was in a cage, it was angry. it was like, roaring and yelling and hitting the cage.

Ells: ...a teddy bear? O.O

Aime: OH. IM SORRY. I MEANT A BEAR! HAHAH. NOT TEDDY BEAR!

Ells: HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Aime: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Joel: im going to call your mom 'mom' okay Ella.

Andy: i called her mom yesterday!

Joel: nah, ill call her Grandma then.

Andy: no! Grandpaaaaa!

Ells: my mom would yell until your head would explode if you called her Grandpa or Grandma. haha!

Joel: where's the stuff Ella?

Ells: its in the bag, go get it.

Niks: NO, ELLS DONT GIVE IT TO HIM! JOL, DONT TAKE IT WAH. THE SHIRT LOOKS BETTER ON HER THAN IT DOES ON YOU!

Joel: skeptical look.

Ells: its okay Niks, at least he didnt ask for the hat. im not giving the hat back. im in love with that hat.

Joel: panicked look. WHAT?!

Ells and Aime watches the window.

Joel passes by.

Aime: OH MY GOD, LOOK! ITS THE WALKING STICK!

Ells: hahaha!

Aime: why are you laughing? its true.

Joel passes by carrying the big thingy that i cant explain what it does but it puts the page onto the wall. sort of like a projector.

Aime: its the walking stick!

Ells: yeahhh.

Aime: WAHHH, THE WALKING STICK IS STRONG!!

Ells: yeah, his arms arent breaking off. like, whoa.

Jol, we kid. your just so thin. even if you eat too much. its not fair. grr.

bye.

tags.

2009-02-02T21:47:00.002+08:00

catch up with the tags.

more than one people tagged me @ this, so im gonna answer em. :)

Whoever gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged them.

Ate Marla!

me and her last name are kind of the same! Iballa-Ibarra. and to think of it, our first names too! xD Marinella-Marla. haha!
she has the cat with the pretty yellow eyes and the sharp scratchy paws (muning scares me sometimes :p)
Ate likes to dissect and slice little animal organs in Biology :O
she super duper wuper likes purple! and her number is #8. :D
she is almost always as hungry as i am!
AND WE'RE ALWAYS CRAVING LASAGNA FROM GREENWICH (PHILS). ALWAYS. FREAAAAAAAAAKY.
she has an iPod with 600something songs cause it can fill up to 120gb. eek, eek, EEEEEEEK.
her family in Phils lives in Cebu. :D
she is extremely boy crazy about every single guy im boy c razy about! in fact, when i get boy crazy she's probably the first person who knows! :p Taylor Lautner, David Archuleta. we spend 10minutes straight screaming about these boys erry time we see each other. no joke. like, whoa. :P
SHE HAS THE PRETTIEST EYES IVE EVER SEEN. LIKE SRSLY, THEIR SO VERY LIGHT BROWN. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK. :D

Izaq; Chuckkk! (who Bass misses? OMG :O)

his first name is Amadeus. like, whoa. i like it. HAHA.
he enjoys pissing me off, along with the other lets-piss-Ella-off partner, Joel! or as he's known in the trio; Flopsy.
he can be really really annoying if he wants to. =.=
he was super duper chubby back in the choir days. xD i should know, i went swimming with the dude.
oh, he used to have the biggest crowd of girls secretly crushing on him! im not telling him who though.
i call him Chuck, and im the Bass. we spent god knows how many hours arguing over who was cooler, and i finally won. refer to his blogpost saying im cooler. woot! XD
he's a womanizer. O.O no like, forreal! goodness only knows how many girls he's womanized. ^o)
he's goofy. preeeeeeeeeeeeetty goofy. a big ol' goof.
he owns my nose and one of my ears, i forget which.
he has a thing for adding to his full name. i think his current full name has the names Chuck and Sunshain in it. ^o)

Hunnybunch Niks! (i just decided to do one, cause there isnt anymore? :P)

she hates her first name, which i dont get. Nikita is a pretty name.
i first thought she was Jamaican! like the Sean Paul type! minus the accent. but, she's Indian. so yeah. :p my bad. xDD
she worships, I MEAN WORSHIP WORSHIP STALKS, Jensen Ross Ackles.
we like.. Zedge. ahem. ;) HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
we both love love love Chuck Bass. and Gossip Girl. :)
she's one of my Best Friends in the entire universe :3
she liked Bryan Greenberg and Tyler Hilton from OTH.
she LIKES OTH. i made her like it. :D
she's a Nicholas Sparks chick too! :D
she's as emotional as me when it comes to the movies/books. but im more mushier than her (its true, the corniest thing you say ill think sweet. i overdo the mushiness. tskk.)

nomore people to do. :p

goodnight now. forreal. :p

ella feels loved :3

2009-02-02T20:34:00.004+08:00

1st February 2008; Church.

when i got there, the seats next to my Girls were filled. it was easy to see, there was no chance of sitting next to the Girls that day, but i eyed a free seat in the far end of the row the Girls were at and i shrugged and thought it was close enough. but then when the girls saw me heading for the empty seat, they squeezed against each other to provide one free seat for me next to Maria and Ate Maan. :D this makes me feel loved. heh.

for future references, the Girls are Weng Jin, Lim Jo Yee, Rachel Wong, Karis Chong and Marla Ibarra. :D

2nd February 2008; First Day Of School. (for Ells.)

today made me feel loved too! i never got so much hugs, or so many 'Hi Ella!'s. :P

and during the National Day Practise, me and Aime sat it out and we started talking about boys. well, not exactly BOYS. just, super girly emotional stuff. which Aime never talks about and i quote her in saying that she 'never talks about this with anyone, it must be the hormones' :P heh.

im in Form 4A, and i sit in the middle part of the class. next to me sits Aive :D and behind me its Zahir and, a new friend, Rod. :P either Rod or Rob, im not quite sure cause introductions were made witht he background music of the deafening practise song of the National Day performance. :P heh.

it was a fun day. i think i forgot how boring class can get though. oh well. :p

***

im currently stalking Niks latest Gaia roleplay, The Plague of Serendipity. its a one on one roleplay, and Niks plays Damien Kale Demetri, the vampire. (yes, its a Twilight based rp :P) its really really reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally good. like, totally. :D

kan, cause they use celebrities in their rp's, Niks is using Penn Badgely (who i just realized could totally pull of as a vampire). and to make it more awesome, Ed Westwick and Chace Crawford plays his other vampire brothers! swooooooooon :D really, Damien's the Edward Cullen of the two.

so, like i said its a one-on-one rp. the other character is Jane Marie Watson, the Bella Swan type. it isnt exactly Twilight esque, seeing that there was a complete change of events right in the middle of the rp. its super duper awesome. :D read it! get the link from her. or click here for it!

oh when you follow this link, you have to go to page 1 first. cause this link is direct to page 2.

good baaaaaaaaaye.

xx.

ho, hum.

2009-01-31T00:23:00.002+08:00

Here we are, lying here

its our last final goodbye

just because it feels so good

no use pretending we're alright

too many locks, too many cries

too many tears, too many lies

too many barriers.

this verse from the song Barriers by David A. is repeating itself in my head, and i realize most of his songs are quite sad.

there's a sharp pain in the bottom of my tummy, and whats annoying is it isnt one continuous, expected pain where you know what's coming next. its sharp, unexpected jabs you did not see coming at all. i wonder why.

i think i may need a new phone so soon, cause when you flip it open it's a black screen everytime. in fact you have to hit it repeatedly till it comes back on even then, there's a chance it would probably black out once more. poor, poor phone.

***

im reading through Fall Out Boy lyrics of their latest album Folie a Deux, and it entertains me as always. i mean, all their songs always haves you really thinking hard about a line in the song before figuring it out. my favourite was from Hum Hallelujah, it goes..

a teenage vow in the parking lot,
till tonight do us part.

go ahead and think about what that could mean for a bit.

anyway, im reading the lyrics to Disloyal Order of Water Buffaloes (their song titles have always been peculiar) and i find this one quite similar to another FOB song lyrics i automatically think of..

I'm coming apart at the seams
Pitching myself for leads in other people's dreams now
Buzz, buzz, buzz
Doc, there's a hole where something was
Doc, there's a hole where something was

yeah its a bit depressing, it reminds me of this one..

im a stitch away from making it
and a scar away from falling apart.

i cant quite remember wh ich song that one is.

***

reading through this blog post, i wonder why i sound depressed. hmmmmm.

-thumbs up.

2009-01-30T21:27:00.002+08:00

that's my automatic response right now..

Ells: have you heard Happy Ending by Mika?

Ate Marla: no, but i have it. is it good?

Ells: -thumbs up-

and my facial expression is always so weird. as if there arent any suitable words for it. xD

***

Ate Marla came over today! it was the first in the whole week. heh. but it was fun! many chicka-ing moments today, and absolute girl moments. yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

Ells: ATE, i have a new magazine!

Ate: OMG, ITS TAYLOR. EEEEEEEEK.

Ells: i know right. I HAVE HIS POSTER! LOOK! -points to my bed header.

Ate: EEK, HE'S SHIRTLESS. -drooool.

---

Ells: this guy's been in my head the whole week ate! 24/7! -points to Chace Crawford.

Ate: OMG, he's so.. pretty. eek.

---

Ells: -text message- ATE, BRING YOUR PENDRIVE. DAVID ARCHULETA. EEEEEEEK.

---

Ells: LETS WATCH MTV :D

David Archuleta's A Little Too Not Over You comes on.

Ells & Ate Maan: EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK. EEK, EEK, EEEEEEEK. OMGGGGGGG. EEEEEEEEEEEEK.

Ben: you know if you keep screaming, you wont hear the song.

Ells & Ate: EEEEEK.

---

David Archuleta song comes to an end, in the end it says 'Delete All Photos?' (the whole video were the most adorable photos of him and his ex).

Ells & Ate: EEK, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Ben: you guys are annoying.

---

-phone rings-

Ben: Sis, its Aime.

Ells: HELLUUUU?

Aime: hello, its your fairy god mother! i am here to grant you three wishes, name them and their yours!

Ells: your REAAAAAAAALLY gonna grant me three wishes?! :D

Aime: well, no. but tell me anyway. :p

Ells: OKAY, FIRST YOU HAVE TO GET ME TO MEET DAVID ARCHULETA. annen, TAYLOR LAUTNER! annnnennnnnnnn, MAKE TWILIGHT COME OUT THIS YEAR. :D -starts jumping of excitement-

Ells: EEK, LOOK ITS ZAC EFRON YAAAAAAAAAAY.

Ate Marla laughs. :p

---

Ells locks herself in her room, music blasting from her stereo.

Daddy: Ate, we eat outside tonight!

Ells: omg, yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. :D

Daddy: ben say just now you and ate marla very noisy just now. why?

Ells: okay, cause we were watching mtv. and suddenly guess who comes on? DAVID ARCHULETA. LIKE, OMGGGGGGGG. -jumps around-

Daddy: your crazy already.

Mommy: whats wrong?

Daddy: your daughter crazy. she screaming because of David Archuleta.

Mommy: she's been doing that for a long time now.

---

im boy crazy nowadays. uhohhhhhh.

im trying to figure out what im gonna do when i get back to school on Monday and there arent anymore slots for the national day thingy. what am i gonna do for the next month, i won der. hmm.

nights!

booooooo.

2009-01-29T20:46:00.000+08:00

my computer's busted again. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

all my pictures and programs and music, gone. probably. i need a new one. :(

-cries.

BACK TO SCHOOL I GO. WOOHOOOOOOOOO.

my Other Half!

2009-01-29T10:43:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Aime Veniece Bonga Bonifacio!

my Other Half, my tree-hugging best friend and at one point, my awesome seat mate. THANKSHOO FOR THE BUTTERMILK CHICKEN. :3

ill see you soon, Aime V.

icon hunting!

2009-01-27T21:01:00.003+08:00

what do you get when you put a bored-out-of-her-mind Ells and Photobucket together?

you get Ells icon-hunting. (:

god Chace Crawford is in my head. swoon, swoon, faints. he's get pretty eyes. eek.

goodnight.

braindead.

2009-01-27T00:36:00.002+08:00

my brain went to sleep at about 5.30pm? i was on the road from 10.30am to 11.30pm. yawn.

most of it was spent in Karis' brothers car, Markus, listening to Japanese anime music and Markus and Matthew trying to sing along (its very entertaining, specially if its a girl song. wuzza :D)

in the car were kids below 20 years old (i think?!), so yeah. we were bubbling with teenage energy. wuzzaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. :D

in the car, there were Matthew and Markus up front; Karis, Me, Ate Kat-kat (Kathrina Memoracion :D) and Ate Marla.

i remember at one point, we all went high. like literally high. we couldnt stop laughing at jokes the guys cracked up. this continued on the whole night la. when we were at the last stop (like i said, quite a lot of CFCBers live at Berangan :D) to Matthew's house, Markus literally went round and round and round (spinning more like, he stayed at one spot, just started spinning round and round like some kind of ride :P) for goodness knows how long. then we sang along to the theme song of Pilihan FM. :P haaaaaaah.

i remember at one house, the Jonas Brothers concert came on Disney Channel and a chorus of squeals escaped the couch inhabited by me, Dorothea, Charissa, Melissa, Ate Marla, Karis and Ate Kat. everyone looked at us as if we were mental. and everybody teased us. but everyone did agree that Miley Cyrus wasnt pretty. at all. -shrugs.

went to 13 houses today, including Sheraton Hotel (i think?) which meant 13 red packets, but 12 for me cause i forgot to take my Sheraton red packet :( which was like.. 10dollars. aww mannn.today was super fun. camwhored a lot, laughed a lot and ATE a lot. gah, i think ive done eating for like, the whole week. ._______.

check out Facebook photos. :)

-dies- good mornengz.

Happy Birthday Sarah 'Guatemala' Jane Ward. :D

sunday.

2009-01-26T01:43:00.003+08:00

sundays are fun. agree? no? well, too bad.

today, (well, its yesterday now) i have..

attempted to dress like Blair Waldorf, just a cheaper version. (refer to my double-breasted button up dress)
chatted endlessly with Niks (still am) making me miss her more. and more. :(
talked Twilight and boys (OH EM JAYY) with Pastor's 11/12? year old twin girls for 15 minutes straight until we were shushed by Auntie Jeanne.
passed notes to said twin girls, Dorothea and Charissa really are much fun. :D
passed more teenage, revealing notes to Ate Marla.
accidentally showed said twin girls shirtless pics of Zac Efron? (A)
planned to sneak into a boys house and steal his underwear with Ate Marla? (A)
made plans to borrow Charissa's Barbie DVDS.
confirmed plans to go Hunt For Red Ang Pao - ing with the Youths (plus Dorothea and Charissa :D) tomorrow carpooling with Ate Marla's at super-early 10-ish am? :o
spent two hours walking around the mall.
coveted for the most gorgeous little black dress ever, that im going to get in two days time. keep me out of Ego, or else you'll have me in a fashion breakdown for not having any money to buy ANY of the pretty clothes. :/
got back home to daddy knitting.. again. =.= DADDY LIKES TO KNIT. WAHAH. :P
watched 3 Gossip Girl epi's till 12.30am with Mom, till she shooed me away. heh. :p
annnnnnnnnd. fast forward a few angry moments, here i am.

ta-da.

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i share with you quotes from Gossip Girl that i cant forget?

Blair: Whatever you're going through, I wanna be there for you.
Chuck: We've talked about this. You are not my girlfriend.
Blair: But I am me. And you are you. We're Chuck and Blair. Blair and Chuck. The worst thing you've ever done, the darkest thought you've ever had, I will stand by you through anything.
Chuck: And why would you do that.
Blair: Because I love you.
Chuck: Well, that's too bad.

Jack: Chuck, your father wouldn't have wanted this.
Chuck: Dear old Dad? Unfortunately all I know is what he didn't want. Which is me. I'm Chuck Bass!!! ... No one cares.
Blair: I do. Don't you understand? I'll always be here. I don't want you going anywhere. I couldn't bear it. So whatever you want to do to yourself, please don't do it to me. Please.
Chuck: I'm sorry.
Blair: It's okay.

i think that Eric and Jenny are adorable together, Blair should give Chuck a second chance, hurray for Serena and Dan, THEIR NOT SHOWING ENOUGH OF NATE ARCHIBALD FOR GOODNESS SAKE -cries, and Rufus and Lily are a no-no together. :( sorreyy.

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HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTH RICHELLE ANN JULIA FULDAN RET. :D loves.

i think i overdid her greetings. first with the Facebook, then with the SMS, and now my personal message is dedicated to her and her age. :p

mornengzz.